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assmerger

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  1. how old are u..i dont think its hard for a guy to get a gf tbh with u i could ge a gf if i really wanted many girls want a safe guy and a guy with aspergers who is not got the skills to cheat on her and may be a bit socially dumb and innocent will be admired by some kinda girls, the ones that really want a bf...im not to bothered about having a partner i just more into sex...i wouldn tsay no to a gf but im not going to do much with her or give her much of my time
  2. i told them they werent helping me...but she was saying stuff like telling me what clothes to buy to get girls and rubbish like that. Also they wanted me to do cbt but tbh with you I need to be the one to do it and I didnt want to..They are like exposure makes it all fine but i exposed myself to crowds etc for years and it hasnt helped..IMO aspergers causes sensory isues that simple exposure will not resolve..you can have all the therapy in the world but IMO I beleve aspergers is a disorder which cannot be cured so i could stand in the middle of tokyo city centre for 5 years but still would have strong sensory isues and as a result anxieties etc..eye contact will always be cripplingand i dont know why that is? I have had painfulnes with eye contact as far back as I can remember even talking to my shcool teachers and family..why is eye contact so painful for us? I dont see how that will ever be cured its just the disorder it cant be fixed? smae with being touched, I hate people touching me even hugging me I hate it..women at work used to keep putting her arm on me..I hate it..My aunties want to hug me when they see me i stand totally rigid.. I feel aspergers is more like if you have a broken leg it can be fixed but aspergers cannot..If you are shy you can coem out your shell, if you are introverted you would not come out your shell etc...I dunno?
  3. that was then i dotn go out now because actually i see my hair is thinning and that makes me not want to go out even more though by choice i never went out much anyway
  4. life 2.0? erm i go out a lot and have been its not like i have never had life 2.0..I have had life 2.0 going to work, going to parties, going to uni etc..etc..and in all honesty the best part about life 2.0 is when i get home and into my bed and get my ps3 on and snuggle up. I like going out in small doses maybe once a week or soemthing..but yeh atm im to depressed to even bother going out at all. The thing i like best about being out is being drunk. If i get drunk i want to go out. I dont even socialise with people though as due to my asperger + being drunk I become even more one sided in conversation and egotistical lol..Just act like im some king. but if im not drunk i dont want to be around people for long, even when im drunk i dont really like being around them i guess . I donteven know what im typing but i like being drunk for sure.
  5. erm i have been at psychologist since i were 13. I have been recently seeing a women but i got struck off as i missed 1 appointment and was late for 2..so thats the 3 strike rule on the NHS so i was struck of and dont get help no more, she wasnt helping me anyway she was ######. I study psych at uni and know all she was telling me anyway. Also i dont like crowds, cars, noise, most people, chatting, open spaces etc...agorpahobia or not its not like I enjoy being out at all. At school I used to scive and go home or hide in the toilets..at work i used to hide in the toilets or just look for excuses to get away. Or I used to phone up ill all the time. I dont know whats wrong with me?!?!
  6. mm Ive been on anti depressants since i were 13 and seen shrinks since then, its nothing new. DOnt know how much of my problems/lifestyle are due to either agoraphbia, depression, introversion or aspergers or its all related
  7. lol try years...months i dont even leave my room. I have it all though, sky tv, recording studio, guitar, latest pc and video games, dvds, torrents, books, study, home gym, porn, internet..I have it all in my house.... Summer holidays from school 7 weeks long as a kid I used to sit in my room and play football manager game all 7 weeks 24/7 wouldn't leave my room, didnt even shower lol...I had agorpahobia though so i didnt like to go out when my freinds invite me and if more than 3 people i didnt like it so i chose to stay in.
  8. I have not left my room much at all for months now. I used to enjoy playing sports and playing pool, taking my dog for a walk. But does anyone else feel the external world and moreso people offer you anything at all? I really have no reason to leave my house at all now that i dont play sports and my dog died. Well for sex perhaps thats it? Im not sure I enjoy sex though but I like attractive girls. Off course i like nature and stuff but the people of the outside world...I have no need to interact with them I guess?
  9. I dont get anxious about being a loner i get depressed..you see at school i was most popular and always had loads of freinds but after puberty everything changed as other freidns didnt wanna play video games and football etc they wanted to go to parties and get drunk and go to clubs and meet girls etc but i didnt wnat to do that so then i was just left alone really. But on the other hand i love being alone..Never moreso than after being with others..days alone i get depressed but a few hours with people i can then cherish being a lone and desire it again...funny cheers for rec of book i will check it out
  10. On the one hand i like to be alone a lot. On the other hand i enjoy to have freinds. BUt i get overloaded and fatigues easy..I cant handle to many people at once or crowds. Due to my personality also poor social skills lack of energy to socialise its hard to meet or keep freinds..even if wanted to? Most people want to be active and do things they dont want a freind who doesnt talk or do much. HOw do you deal with it? Do you prefer to be alone a lot? But also feel lonely a lot? etc... I prefer 1 or 2 close freinds and to go to nice places, not with idiots or to much noise. I also like to do things such as pool or video games or sport rather than just talk or do nothing as i fidn that pointless boring. There has to be some kind of task at hand when socialising.
  11. They are in a state of social naivety/immaturity and general clumsiness throughout there whole adult life? I dont see how I will change. I am like a robot. My conversations are more Question and Answer sessions.
  12. same here what a waste of my brain and life and time..Got all these A grades and cant even keep or get a decent well paying job.
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