Hello
So here it goes, a little about me.
I am 41 and I am Bisexual. I live with my partner in Surrey, near to London.
Since a very young age, life has not been easy for me. I was sexually abused between the ages of 8-11 by a family friend (female) and since then I have struggled with life.
As well as certain sexual fears, I also suffer from Anxiety, OCD and other aspects of Asperger's
I am sure many of you can relate to this, but my main issues are:
I cannot relax, my mind is so full of stuff all the time, I cannot switch off and relax
I get worried and anxious about everything, even if it's something I am looking forward to.
I am not keen on being a crowded place where I cannot see an easy exit.
I have OCD and have to have a routine all the time, I have to plan things ahead.
I am very shy and lack confidence. I have not had many sexual partners.
I never think I look good enough.
I fidget all the time, and have trouble sitting still.
I am frustrated with most things.
I get bored easily.
I talk too much and don't mission too much.
I can get angry and upset very easily.
I could go on and on with this, but just wanted to put something down here to start with.
It's good to be on this forum.
Damon