suzie-girl

VILE its really not nice esp when there not really coming to see you just a method in there madness!!! My brother turned up again and yet again for a reason,he's really doing my head in,its getting worse i was having a lay down before dan come home and my brothers knocking on my door then ringing my phone until i opened the door. He knows im not happy with things but obv dont care coz he's still doing it,even after we had a fall out i thought it would stop,i dont really know what else to do

BLESS

Hi everyone, I haven't been on for a few days now and its simply coz i dont get left alone long enough,theres alot of people that come to my house it never stops thats one of the reasons i want to move too,im hoping it will stop a viscious circle! From morning till night my door dont stop,one person goes and another one turns up thats without the boys mates knocking.They just dont consider what i have to deal with i cant be sitting down all day listening to there pathetic stories Im running round like a loon sorting last minute things out for the holiday dans starting to get up earlier and earlier 4.50 today. To top it all my brothers getting to me again he only comes here when he wants something no matter how little or big theres always a method to his visit. So at the moment while nobodys here well apart from my eldest sons mates in his room,6 of them!!dans got the x box on and he keeps changing all the music,heavy rock,pop,classical so im getting a variety Iv never typed so fast fearing when the next persons gonna knock So by the time i get to bed im too tired to come on to chat. Anyway you lovely lot if you dont hear from me alot lately this is why xxxxxx

I hope your feeling better today <'> <'>

Im bracing myself as we all are ,i think they should make holidays for special needs schools alot shorter, them summer holidays are torture Im feeling better today,we all have our bad days ay but us lovely strong people mooch on with it all. THANKS EVERYONE <'> <'> <'> X

Feel a little bit better at the mo and i cant wait for monday,its going quick still got loads to sort out but im gonna milk that holidays for all its worth

I dont know maybe its because its half term but iv just felt not myself lately i get like this sometimes then iget my strong head back on. Dans wearing me down lately he always has to slam doors about 5 times every room he goes in the telly is always turned up to the max hes just been into everything and to top it all he pulled his pad off this morning and he had gone a num 2 then sat all over my bed then he went out the back and ripped the netting down round the trampoline looking at me spitting continuous. im worn out with it all,i look back at the last 10 years and wonder where its gone and before you no it another 10 years have gone.......IM LONELY and fed up with my EXISTANCE!!! Surely somethings got to get better but how can it tho? Sorry gales and guys iv just got to get it off my chest when i go egypt iv got a good mind to tell them they can keep me for free no camel required

well everytime iv been over he's had some kind of cloth in his hand and the man goes through polish like anything oh yeah and the garden is his pride and joy and looks lovely he's a good ole soul

my poso today is i went out and really needed it had a few vodys and REDBULL and i cant sleep so be warned can you tell by the time

im back

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ANNIE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU

I only learnt how to part quote a couple of days ago but i could'nt live without my smileys

I never get bored of photos thanks carrieq for the information,got our snorkles today im starting to get excited

Thanks bard i think you've made my mind up,didnt take alot did it not only that the time were going is soooooooooo HOT and i dont like the idea of being somewhere where i cant get back in a flash to esp having the boy's with me. Were gonna go camel riding and quad biking and gonna do a trip on a glass bottom boat so we can see the fishes so its not like were gonna do nothing,and im happy with that