Firstly, hello to everyone, what a wonderfull forum for people to help one another!
My name is Emma and I am mum to two beautiful girls aged 9 and 6
I'm not sure where to start really or if any of this will make any sense as its quite hard to put into words I will start right at the beginning although not sure of the relevance of it, M(6) has always been a crier, even when she was born the midwife commented on her constant crying, this carried on all through babyhood and as a toddler which I guess is perfectly normal. However, shes 6 now and is still crying at the slightest thing, be it frustartion that she can't do something or sulking, she sulks a lot She refused to go to any birthday parties too, for some reason she just didn't like them! When she started school, we attended a parents evening, the teacher told us that M is very very shy in school and doesn't talk atall. She told us it could be that she is taking longer to settle in than the other children and not to be too concerned just yet, which although worried we went along with.
M moved up to year 1 and again we went to parents evening, where we were to be told that she was still not talking and would just nod or shake her head accordingly, we also were told that her work was below average, she struggled reading and writing and was extremely quiet in class even answering the register she wouldn't say yes, she would just nod to the teacher The teacher was wonderfull and when I told her that my father has dyslexia she thought perhaps this could be the reason behind it all, she agreed to watch her closely and we would meet again in 3 months time to discuss her progress, she said if there had been no breakthroughs, then she thought perhaps M has a learning disability and would call in the Educational Physcologist to assess her. I tried and tried with her at home to read with her and to get her to do her homework, she wouldn't do it she would just cry. Anyway the three months passed and we went in, she had started to make small progress and after watching her closely the teacher was happy that she does not have dyslexia, however, shes stilll to young to know for sure. She had begun to make a little progress with her communicating in class too and had started talking to her friends in class, but still just a nod at the teacher, infact the day I went to see the teacher M was with me and the teacher was almost in tears as M actually spoke to her
At the last parents evening, we found out that M now talks to the teachers and is gaining a confidence with them, her work is still below average though, but the teacher said she has made outstanding progress over the last 6 months In fact she got an end of year certificate for "talking" Which of course I was delighted with. This all is a step in the right direction and I really thought things would improve from now on. However, things are still difficult at home, we live in a small close and there are a handfull of children all around the same age and a bit older M and her sister play with, you can guarantee, that when playing out M will come in crying at least half a doxen times, some of it is justified and some is purely when she sulks. This has become a problem as now the children have realised that M cries alot they have started to tease her, which is making things very difficult for her and worrying for me as I don't want her confidence knocked back again.
Shes been very tearful over the holidays and has mentioned that the children at school are teasing her as she gets easier work than they do and that she thinks shes stupid and rubbish which absolutely breaks my heart to hear My sister has just been to stay as he was emigrating to USA and she also mentioned about M behaviour, about how she completely ignores people in social situations, she won't sit in a corner or anything but she will just ignore people when they are speaking to her, just turns her back, I can't really explain it. This has brought me to a cross roads really I don't know where I go from here, or what I do, should I worry about her, my mum often says that M seems "different" to other children, she has little quirks, that I can't really explain very well. For istance, she won't take any praise of any kind, she hates it, we have to be very carefull, if we say for example aww brill M what a clever girl riding your bike, she will say no i'm not i'm stupid and start crying Just to add too, if its any relevance that my nephew has been diagnosed with Autism, I think its quite severe as I know they recieve a special payment for him because of it. I don't think M has autism, but I know there is something thats holding her back and I just need your input and your stories to help me pursue a diagnosis for her, I just want my liitle girl to be happy and I want the best for her, it breaks my heart to see her being teased and I trully don't know what to do next?? Please help me, to help her.
I fgorgot to mention, that at times she goes very hyper, I do watch her diet carefully, shes not allowed sweets, but has chocolate so it can't be down to E numbers.
Thanks xxx
Ps: sorry if none of this makes sense and please feel free to ask any questions, like I said, her behaviour is hard to explain, it sounds like i'm being silly when I type it out, but you have to witness it to understand
A worried mummy