girl interrupted

mines is snooty gizardtoes

thanks for all the kind words everyone.^^ thankyou. my moods have been terrible for a while and I hate when fights like this break out.I feel like a different person. things have been better since then thankfully.

hope things are a bit better today love.... xxxxx

I used to do this....when I was 12!!!! its more of a safe and suprsing place I guess.

awesome. she's lost control by joy division & expectations by belle and sebastian are ones that are very close to how I feel that its scary. At the interval you lock yourself away inside a room Heed of english gets you, asks you, what the hell do you think youre doing? Do you think youre better then the other kids? well get outside. Youve got permission, but youve got to make the ###### think hes right

:wallbash: :fight: :fight: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Today I've the been the worst in a long time. i was supposed to be meeting up with an older friend ross that I'd turned down before. As I always am with these kinda things I felt sick to the stomuch by but still determined to go as ross is one of the only people who understand me. me and my dad ended up arguing really horrible and I went into one of my rages/crying fits so loudly that next door almost phoned the police as They thought somethign was wrong. The ross boy would have waited in town for me without knowing I was coming and I've ruined thigns for parents again.My dad is supposed to be going to study at uni to become a teacher this year & they always mention that i have to change or I'll be out the house. My mum keeps shoutign at me to pack my bags and leave and even reminded me of what ross must feel like. I feel like I've let everyone down with my behaviour again and I feel totally alone and scared. I just want to make people proud for once.

the song is kinda about a guy whos very mathmatical.I've heard that kate bush song get compared it it before expectations by belle & sebastian is a good one as it explains it for me I guess.

god I love kate bush you mean pi?

my year last year was really like that and I'm worried I'm going to do terrible in my exams now. hope things get better for him love <3

have you ever listened to any songs or read any poems that sum up how you feel or how it feels to care for someone with it? I tend to think "how soon is now" by the smiths or "dear hermoine" by bowie are good examples. whats yours?

awesome!!!XD I tend to freak out people like that a lot XD

I have three hands. :]

i just realised where GI came from.... god I'm slow.....XD

hello love

Its jess but go ahead XD thansk for the ideas love. I'm gonna defiantly give it ago... I want to go to the edibrugh fridge infact which the small amount of friends I have would never go to D: gah. i'm like an old man really.

my dad was great with me and my brother as babies. he'd give us our bath,feed us and such then wrap us up tight in our covers and let us lie on our back. we'd hardly get up and it seemed to work.

the friend problems have really stared effecting my summer. I went to a music band course this week an I might even have a band now but I've been crying and upset a lot as the course is finished and its not certain people will wan to continue also the fact they have friends outside and I feel like a fake when I'm with them as when I've been going home this summer I don't have any proper friends. I've been sleeping it away a lot an I know th only way I'm goin to make proper frnds is moving school but my parents don't want to hear it.

the friend problems have really stared effecting my summer. I went to a music band course this week an I might even have a band now but I've been crying and upset a lot as the course is finished and its not certain people will wan to continue also the fact they have friends outside and I feel like a fake when I'm with them as when I've been going home this summer I don't have any proper friends. I've been sleeping it away a lot an I know th only way I'm goin to make proper frnds is moving school but my parents don't want to hear it.

I would want to keep my interests and brain in general.sure I'm a bit weird and off but its me and theres a small minority of people who appericate me for it which I soemtimes fail to notice. I'd change the feeling of complete anxiety I get in ordinary situations and the depression I believe is caused a majority of the time due to problems I face as a female aspie.

Annie Hall.amelie.boys don't cry.running with scissors.control.leon. quadrophenia.pretty in pink.One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest.gregory's girl.control.if....this is england.I am a cyborg.little miss sunshine.heima. trainspotting.girl interrupted.life aquatics.donnie darko.big fish.lolita. films are a big love of mine ^^

incredible. such an informative and great article. thanks for posting.

I'm in a band course just now as singer and lyrcist.its what i Live for and soothes my anxiety a lot of the time.the band might carry on afterwards as our teachers like us so much so thats helped profundly but one week I'm dead on top of the world like this...the next.... i dunno any others except a autism spectrum club I've seen on here I'm looking into I guess I do have to.... things are difficult with them lately. they've seen quite a number of my crumbled poems around!!!XD thankyou love same to you!^^