Hello,
I'm 19, was diagnosed with Aspergers as a child, however I left the country to live with my dad before anything further could be done.
Lived a life of near social hell and was eventually told about my Aspergers at age 18 after failing to stick out university after I moved to Britain for it.
I moved back to China for a year afterwards and spent a whole year doing essentially nothing. I'm back in Britain now to try and get something sorted but little seems to be happening, I have seen doctors etc, have a ###### social worker and some other person seeing me almost every week.
I'm just stuck here, in a rented flat, dead end town, on the dole, no prospects it seems, no friends. Horrendous social anxiety and extremely low self confidence, I never seem to smile, am incredibly depressed...just so sick of everything and don't know what to do or where to turn?
Sorry if this is a bit of a downer but I don't know where to look for help...doesn't seem like anyone understands and this site seems to be one of my few last resorts..