Oh why did I make N aged 6 with AS take part in sports day - I know why - I wanted him to fit in with everyone else and it didn't work. I lost my temper, he got distressed, the whole school and parents saw the performance and now I feel guilty and worried about how this will affect his last few days at school. He is still only allowed to attend half days and I cannot see a light at the end of the tunnel - any advice.