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I have found out an old friend of mine who lives 5 mins away from me her older brother has AS and he has been diagonised since he was 9 so I now know him and have regular talks and meet ups with him. He invites me to places and parties with mutual friends and he make sure I am ok whilst I am there. Thank you

I know they should but not everything that should happen does happen unfortunatly I'm feeling ok atm and anytime

I do have a shall we say negative history and she still won't give me any. I don't smoke and I did stop drinking for a couple of months and I felt so bad for said months. Happy birthday btw

Yes I do mean my GP I have a surgery and don't have one doctor so I get who is available

I need something to stablise me the way I used to was self harming and I already have enough scars from that. I talk to the few friends I have about it but I don't want to feel like a burden on them and I'm always in a deep crushing lows. The best way I can describe it is like I'm in a hole and I can't get out and the hole gets deeper and deeper each day

I have an interview with a disability support officer in 2 weeks time so I do have something but I am going to have to wait for it

I have been feeling like this for about 7 years. My doctor refuses to give me any meds for it even though I have a history of self harm and suicide attempts. There are no support groups where I live. I had tried a diary but that just drove me mad, I do some songwirting but last night that didn't do anything. I'm constantky listening to music just to keep me sane. I'm slowly losing the very tight grip I have on my anger which can only end badly =/

I am currently unemployed and am on JSA. I only go out to go to volunteering and no other time. In regards to answering the phone or door I am okay with that but if it interrupts me ssay playing the xbox then I can be snappy at whoever it is (apprently!) I usually stay in my room and if people come in without knocking that really winds me up

I have spoken to my jobcentre and they said they can't do anything to reduce the price -_- but I do have an interview to see if I can get any additional help but that is in 2 weeks time

Thanks for the attempt, unfortunately it didn't work

How I found out that I might have it came out of the blue I have had self diagonised depression since I was 11/12, my mum has had it on and off since she was 14 I am trying to atm but its not working like it usually does, its more of my family thats the problem the few friends I do have are very supportive. I wish my family were more supportive. It feels like a curse at the moment and in an way due to people around me I do feel ashamed to be me and having AS

I have been diagonised for a month now with Apergers and every night I am crying and I don't know why and I can't stop myself either. Nothing interests me anymore. I just feel so empty and alone. Does anyone have the same problems or know of anything that can help me feel better?

No the jobcentre won't fund the costs of the course I wish to do I have already tried that one

thanks guys. I am looking at another job in my local tattoo place as a receptionist altho I'm not great with people short convs I can handle and I feel at home in there when I have been in there. It is defiantely one of these things that I am struggling to get my head round and I have never been a confident person anyway. I do love my music it's just trying to my songs that I have done out there when I don't have a band and I am only learning my bass still so it is tough. I would go and do a diploma in music tech but I don't have £5,500 to do it =/

Hey I am also new on here enjoy

My friends seem to be more accepting than my parents, which isn't helpful as most of my mates are at uni and I spemd most of my time at home. I do play guitar hero along with many other games. I am the same in regards to shouting so y defense barriers go up almost immediately

I'm won't I will get those books one way or another XD I volunteer at my local British Heart Foundation (BHF) I have been there just over a month and I get paid sundays but I'm so bored and not enjoying it as it's not one of my special interests (music and tattoo's mainly but mostly metal music). I want to leave but I'm only staying cos I get paid and tbh I need the money

I don't mind fireworks but I live near an army training area so they always have been loud bangs all my life so I don't notice them much. What I can't stand is singing christmas stuff, it drives me mad and I just want to end up breaking it to make it stop :/

Hey I have already tried my local library and they had some but they were all "missing" -_- typical! I have had a look on there only breifly tho as I volunteer a lot so I am very busy with it Thank you for your welcome

I meant it regard to whether they were AS/ASD or not. I know after recent experiences that I have to be picky

Hi I'm Gemma I want a relationship but sick big time with talking to guys and not making myself look like an idiot in the process. So does anyone know any safe and free dating websites? I would prefer an AS website but to be honest I don't think I can have the luxury of being too picky Any info is much appreciated Thanks

Ok thank you Raydon for your help

Hi Raydon, I don't want it to effect my life but I know it will. I read a stat that said only 15% of people with ASD are in full time employment, whcih worries me because I want to work in the music industry but I know it's hard for non ASD let alone an "aspie" such as myself

Hi everyone, I'm Gemma, I'm 18. I live in the south of England and have only just been diagonised with Aspergers. Before that I hadn't heard of it. I'm still trying to get my head round it and worried what it will do to my future. It would be great to make new friends and maybe something more, if I'm that lucky (which I doubt I am) Any tips, advice or just someone nice to talk to will be much appreicated Thanks guys Gemma Kleeman