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Struggling to be content is one I hate. Never really content is one that gets me. Feel guilty for not being content. Beeping noises such as batteries on phone going flat gives me an immediate annoyed feeling like having a slap in the face

Meal times - need to be orderly table laid everything ready tissues sauces, s&p very annoying when stuff not ready or not all hot at the same time - wife super chilled so causes clashes !!

Meal times - need to be orderly table laid everything ready tissues sauces, s&p very annoying when stuff not ready or not all hot at the same time - wife super chilled so causes clashes !!

Meal times - need to be orderly table laid everything ready tissues sauces, s&p very annoying when stuff not ready or not all hot at the same time - wife super chilled so causes clashes !!

Clothes here for me - I am obsessed with wearing knitted tank tops which people find a little odd. I try to wear one all day every day and the same color pink jeans and blue shirt if I can. I also only like baggy clothes out of work and struggle not to change from work clothes immediately yesterday changed the moment I got in only to remember I had a meeting to got to I conclude it is a subtle madness for me Presently analyzing why people pt toothpaste on the brush and not straight in the mouth the easy of a squirt on the tongue is so easy compared to getting it on the brush.

I will deliberately avoid talking to my next door neighbor by sitting in the car pretending to be on the phone rather than getting out and having a pointless conversation with them

I will start this off I have loads of things flying in and out of my head - things I do, say, think, want and more All these things will help people that are confirmed or not confirmed of having Aspergers - Autism or simply and combination of all cope and understand how it feels so lets start a list - from the horses mouth so to speak When i grew up looking back I was not without company but was happy with my own company as I found myself easy to understand and deal with - less complicated that way - but at the time I had no idea this was not a regular way to feel - I just did it that way seamed normal for me

Thanks for that - today the madness in my head has started early - now I start to see it I have hope to work this out - When I look back at things I see what it is thats maybe wrong - people sya to me - your so lucky your life is amazing why are you not content - happy with what you have - I ask myself the same thing Why Maybe now I know

Sounds like Imhave a twin out there !!!

I know I am expecting allot to expect a quick answer here but I have suffer with be irrational all my life - thiscis nothing new to me I also have a rare genetic disorder that causes growths in and around my nerves of my neck and spine - to get to the bottom of this Aspergers question with support from you people that have been diagnosed would be good - help please

I am 40 years old

I will keep this brief I have recently visits a mental nurse ( not a crazy person that is a nurse ) and he mentioned there was a a chance I showed signs of Aspergers My main things are listed I do note that even though I thing in a funny way I do love life family ect and I am 85% happy most of the time Not liking people in general Find other views complete madness Always want to know why something has been done in a cartian way even though I asked for it to be done the way I low works I always need the answer to the issues - why is a very important thing for me Outspoken, rude , Kurt worse when drunk Saying crazy stuff like - I hate your wife to a best friend Ignoring people rather than wanting to speak to them Dislike of of noise including kids shouting screaming A dislike is disco's and phone ringing Needing to do,things fast and lots of things at the same time Not understanding people's problems not really in anybwaybshape or form Very odd emotional reactions watching britains got talent and feeling emotional but whe someone dies I cope better than anyone Very short of patience My head fills with things especially at work to the point I have to stop work and go home A general dislike for people in general I hate rules and see very clearly they are a waste of time I lie to organise I advance trips and visit to anywhere we go and I like to make list for most things like this I fing I over analyse mostnthingsnatnwork and home and react very quicklyntomsituations beyond my control I have a tendancy to manipulate people and I am good at it Strugglemtomsleep my mind is always busy I can't do certain things even though they are easy to do I can do them - like a chair I the rain for a month I needed to put away i the shed but could not do,it. Don't like being I other people's homes Don't like noisy people they drive me mad Do not like over chatty people or people who dominate conversations I have only a few friends and struggle to understand people that like lots of friends My actions are spontainious but if asked at short notice to go out say for dinner to a family dinned I can't do it Maybe I am just a miserable sod ?