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natashacharlton

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  1. i am worried slightly since i realised i had as, my son 7 is as and my daughter is milder than mine and my sons. i think it runs in all our families. im concerned i will have to deal with professionals if i am diagnosed in concern with my kids. i had cafcass report during the split with my sons dad, who is hfa, or as well "displays traits" as a no professional could say. i have been assed throughly at home with both children by two diffrent professionals, one with an understanding of asbergers. they said i was a very good mum and the headmaster said i my children presented well and i was not considered vunerable. so i think some support in the community as i have no support network (DV background) however people can use it as an excuse to feel they have an important job to do espcially i rub people the wrong way sometimes. i could really do with some support. because i am knackered and things irritate me but i learn to cope with the pain. it is physical pain such as migranes sinus and tempreture changes ect and intestine problems and all sort which can all be put down to common effects of asbergers. its so simple now i know. i wont go into detail.i can easily. omg though i cant stop giggling at myself since i admitted it really. its to funny it all makes sense. and this is common?
  2. currently screaming inside my head. it is soundproof in there lol.
  3. my daughter hates cars parked incorrectly and when she was 5 i caught her writing notes to drivers and putting them under the wipers writing up their bad parking! she said thats what she was told at school so thats the rules.
  4. thank you for replying. it feels like the opposite of going crazy. just accepting myself is a great step forward. i think finding a local group of similar people is going to be a positive step. i am slightly worried that now i am aware of my condition im almost hyper aware. anyway i feel postivie i am able to understand myself to help myself get the help we need to have the most amazing lives, my children and i. Synaesthesia. yes its beautiful. omg i thought i had a tumor or something....that even would have been less painfull than my ex boyfriend (lolnolol) i have struggled so much thank goodness for computers at least i can always reach out.
  5. my son is on the autistic spectrum. i cant type fast enough for my brain but bear with me. i just realised i have asbergers and in one second my whole entire existance make sense for the first time ever. this is amazing. confusing. and a million other things im feeling but i thought best speak to my mum coz she is very grounding. so she said cant this wait im on holiday. very caring....my mum has asbergers n my dad was a genius. both parents were. mum was dysliexic, dad was the opposite and so i was reading the newspaper by the time i was three. both mum and dad had been abused collectivly in evey way possible. so my childhood was full of extream situations. so i thought omfg life i have had enough of you you can go away now i want to stop living. and then i found asbergers and read this womans story and this was me and my life made sense in one second. and this huge boulder was lifted from me and i am going to be okay because now i can compute and deal with it. its got me this far. omg i thought i was bad because i was clever. i get hit a lot because people cant win an arguement they get frutrated. sorry i have #depression and #anxiety they have been my best friends. but ultimeatly i feel so good and warm. i see in tempretures and colours my brain likes them. i can deal with colours. every letter and colour toether.sorry im going off topic and my speeling suffers. thank you for listening i needed to tell someone. i have spoken to the gp and my childrens senco and my sons educational pyscologist. i never did followup the genitics appointment......
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