why does everything seem to come at once?

[jools]

sorry to offload but i need to before i crack up!

 

we are all back to school next week (me and hubbie also work in schools) and not a moment too soon!

G is completely off it and really needs the routine to return.

so do I!!

 

i have already told the deputy i will be late on monday as G has appt with camhs.

they don't know yet but my meeting with lea is wednesday so i will need time off then....and i'm already stressing over it.(the meeting not the time off!)

 

then today i had a phonecall to say my nana, who has been ill for sometime, is likely to die before the weekend is out.

the kids all saw me crying so i have explained that she is very poorly and will die soon.

they have taken it well but G has proceeded to talk non stop about death ever since.

 

i just want to curl up on my own for a few days or weeks.

i can't switch my brain off

Edited January 5, 2007 by jools

[Bagpuss]

Jools <'> <'> <'>

[oxgirl]

Oh Jools, so sorry about your nan, what a horrid shock for you. <'>

Hope the meetings go well. <'>

 

~ Mel ~

[loulou]

Hi Jools,

 

Sending you some of these <'> <'> <'> <'> <'>

 

Loulou xx

[reuby2]

So sorry to hear about all these things bombarding you , hope it all gets better soon, good luck for wednesday <'> <'> <'> <'>

[stressedmumto2]

Sending you a hug <'> <'>

 

Take care <'>

[aro]

Absolutely huge hugs ((((()))))) Do you think it might be better to postpone these meetings? I'm sure that under the circumstances they would be moved to a cancellation, hopefully only a few days later.

 

A x

[jools]

she died this morning

G is asking all sorts of questions and wants to know the nitty gritty of everything

he has managed to make us smile with some of his comments

 

i'll make a decision about teh meeting on wednesday once we know the funeral arrangements.

providing its not wednesday we will still go ahead with it.

don't think i could cope with both on the same day

[forbsay]

Thinking of you all.

 

Sending you lots of hugs <'> <'> <'>

[Kathrynh]

Thinking of you. <'> <'> <'>

[reuby2]

Thinking of you <'> <'> <'> <'> <'> <'> <'>

[smiley]

Jools <'> <'>

[ellisisamazing]

Jools <'> <'>

 

Sorry to hear of your loss, Jools <'>