Dillyn

Thats a really good idea, thanks. I like to write my feeling down but this never occured to me. I think that i will do it now. Thanks for help. <'>

Dont worry, you didnt over react thanks for the advice. I dont really see anyone as i have just moved house recently and have changed boroughs to another council so they havent transferred my details yet. I am hoping they do this soon. The school nurse always asks me if i am okay but i dont really like to talk to her because i only trust certain people and i am not looking forward to new social workers aand meeting my new GP because i wont know them.

Alright, i have calmed down now. I had to look at my special pictures and listen to the special music i have got that calms me down. I think i did overreact. sorry. Its just, my family dont understand me. They annoy me thinking its funny when inside im dying and if i told them this they would laugh more. I had a rough day at school, im over it now. sorry. thanks for the advice.

I always feel like killing my family. I get the urge to just grab a knife and stab them all, they are so annoying i hate them. They think that they are better than me and that they know me when they don't. They try and boss me around and they are all f***ing idiots i hate them all. I have 2 older sisters, 1 older brother, 5 younger brothers and 2 younger sisters. I cannot talk to any of them about anything. I completley ignore them when possible they just annoy me so much, i never get angry like this. They know what annoys me - the sounds of clothes rubbing and nails clicking and they use this to get their way over me. I feel like killing them right now. Am i over-reacting? Any advice?

Mabye he suddenly had a brain block and got confused, forgetting what he was doing? Or mabye he got frustrated with himself for colouring it wrong. both circumstances sound just like me. My science teacher said i was hitting myself in a test but i didnt really realise.

My recently deceased sister's last words to me were in a form of some poems and i found this one of me and for once i felt a bit of emotion. I felt sad. This poem is about what i was like 1 year ago before my social worker stepped in just in time and saved me. I miss you so much Charis! Dressed in white suits, the colour we chose Put on fake smiles, pulling our pose One life begins and another ends You're really gone now, we can't pretend Wondering streets with mates at night If you don't even battle, you'll lose the fight Sex and drugs and rock and roll Years of ignorance, they'll take their toll Open your eyes before it's too late Stop being filled with anger and hate You throw away dreams, ambitions, your life Sacrifice your family at the point of a knife I can't bear to lose you - not again I know it hurts coz I still feel the pain Depression's killing us all, slowly but true Can't cope on my own, I really need you Friday night - cigs and beer You act hard, but I still see your fear Stop running away, we need you as well This family's been through it's fair share of hell Take down your barriers and look in my eye Dill - I love you, I won't let you die

Thankyou everybody. Yes, i am in my teens, 14 to be exact. I dont know why my "friends" arent talking to me, as far as i know i havent done anything wrong. Thanks for all the advice given to me. I will just relax a bit. I think the stress of starting GCSE coursework could be a factor as well. Goodnight, Dillyn.

Hello. I have aspergers syndrome and recently, i have been having more trouble than ever with friends and socialising! I have lost a few friends in the past few days, and it has been very stressful. I thought i was doing well with my girlfriend until today when she dumped me afterschool. I was absolutley gutted and that was the final straw. I have now decided to give up on trying to socialise at all, going to school on the empty bus in the morning and going home again straight away. Has anyone else ever tried doing this/are trying this? How did it work out/working out? Im just quite upset at the moment and this didn't exactly make my day. Any feedback appreciated. Thanks, Dillyn

Oh yeah, we also have around 30 students each lesson. Thankyou everyone for the advice.

Alright thanks kez, i will do.

KezT, my school has what is called a padua centre, a centre for people with special needs and learning problems where they can work quietly ect. but they say i dont qualify for access to the centre, i dont see why not! I got a note off my psychiatrist asking nicely if they will allow me to use these facilities, explaining clearly why i would like to use them and they still refused. Its not just one lesson where it gets noisy, it is all of them. Most of the teachers dont seem able to deal with the amount of noise from my classes. I do not currently have much more help than the average student in a public high school, just that teachers try and spend a little more attention to me! This is not the first time i have been unable to study due to being interrupted by others and it is an increasing worry as i have just started GCSES.

Today at school, i have been in trouble for not being able to work in a clasroom full of noisy, shouting peers of my age. All the shouting does my head in! So my parents were called and i have been sent home. My parents are not angry, as they understand, but i still think this is unfair treatment by the school? Please correct me if i am wrong!

Thanks

Hello, my name is Dillyn. I found this website on google and i am very glad i did! I have aspergers syndrome and i wanted to meet other people with simailar problems to me and this website is perfect for that. So yeah, i would like to say hello to everyone