Lisas Mum

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can this be deleted cos when ppl dont replyi get upset:(

my dad camme round on christmas day and was reallyy drunk and got angry and broke some mypresents then hit to the floor and started kicking me it raelly hurt my mum chucked him outbut then wheere i was so upset i lashout at my mum and hit her

but my dog isnt normally like that and the man had his dog off the lead too, the mans dog came running over to my dog and wudnt leave it alone so my dog bit his nose

no my dog bit the mans DOG not him, and it wasnt a hard bite it was just a nip on the dogs nose im REALY ANGRY

i took my dog out for a walk and he bit this man dog and the man camme over to me and went mad at me screaming in my face calling mee stupid the screaming hurt my ears i covered them but he got madder and i broke down on the floor crying but my dog ran off andd ive lost my dog and ive had to come home cos i cant find the dog and my brother he went mad at me and hes gone out looking for the dog and my mum will be home from work soon and i dont want too get in to trouble i might have to ruun away i dont like being shouted at i dont want her to shout at me i dont like being ini troublee i didnt mean to lose the dog, the man made me wet myself i hve no dignity

how old is your son?

hi i have social phobic disorder i dont like phones some times when i used to cry and nearly have panic attacks cos of it i dont think many people like using phones tho

my whole body tonight is just filled with angry cos of it

my mum said that when i live in her house i got to apply by her rules , so she said if she wants to send me off for respite i got to go i dont want to live on my own tho, i get very scared, a couple times my mum left me home alone and i ended up cutting and wetting myself where i got so stressed out from being left own my own, i no thats a total babyish thing to do but i cudnt help myself just head went to silly has anyone heard of holidays where u get sent away to a holiday unit, and u go on ur own, shes on about that too abit like http://www.vitalise.org.uk/ but i think shes on about another company tho, she wants me to do this too :\

cool, ive been to respites before, and have been fostered a couple of times in the past, i stopped respite bout 2yrs ago and my mum wants to start it all up again , i dont like it really the carers half the time make me get angry

no i dont mean LITERALLY foster , but they kinda adopt u and u go to there house every so often http://www.tameside.gov.uk/adultplacement ^ this ^^ read that link it says it simular to "fostering" PS they can foster u that link says "Long term care, A person can live with an Adult Placement Carer, becoming part of their family sharing their lives and their home" anyways my mum doesnt want to get rid me for good she just wants a break from me but i think shes being dramatic anyways

my mums been talking to me bout erm i thing where a family kinda likes fosters u for respite, and she wants me to do it like a family have me sometimes cos i get on my mums nervs so she likes to get rid of me does anyone else ever done that im an adult i turned in to an adult a few years ago well not really but i offically became one i mean i was 18 a couple years ago my throat is sore and ive been awake for 26 hours ! ps im called lisas mum but i am lisa she let me have her account cos she didnt want to use it in the end

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hi im using my mums account she set up but then didnt use she said i cud my name is lisa and i have autism, and im not understood by people which makes me sad andmakes me feel like afreak im getting very stressed and depressed more and more as chrismas day approachs i dont like itfor these reasons - dinner is at 2pm, when it shud be at 6pm and i dont like that - i sit at my own at the table every day to eat my dinner i dont wantt people sitting round it with me cos its my table - i dont like the visitors which come cos i dont no how to talk to them andthe noise they makes stresses me - the visitors who come to the house sometimes think im wierd cos i sometimes do "inappropiate" stuff - i dot like presents i dont like the surpise of not noing what it is - i hate how i usually ruin christmas by crying and getting angry at people - none of the food onmy plate can touch each other , its not allowed but with visitor round im worried they'll twig to it and thinkim wierd can anyone think of what might help me, and also is anyone else lik this cos ppl i tell dont understand and think im being awkward