How do you know you have autistic mannerisms. Did you know it yourself, or did someone else ask if you had it ?
I was watching a video about it, an all I could see was my mother. Then I wondered about me too.
In class if I open my mouth, I feel people analyse me, so I try to remain invisible, then people leave me alone. I like being alone. I keep this mental diary of disasters in my life and think about why it was a disaster, ten I comeback to this not knowing, but seeing my Mother in that video it makes me feel sad, and curious.
Are you okay today, do you feel better, knowing there is a situation that makes you feel different.