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sorry i been busy i ll reply tonight

sorry i been busy i ll reply tonight

assault ***lol i loved the association we got there it was interesting all the way from valve to attack

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I dont know if its rude of me to offer an interpretation or not so am sorry like i said before its just my ideas and thoughts and the meaning could be totally different than how i percieve it Are you in college or university at the moment because maybe the identical situation is you been in a similar situation as school where you are the learner and there is a strict code of conduct Did you spend alot of time in the library? whats your thoughts on a library and whats your thoughts on the school library? the reason i ask this is because to me the difference between a libary and a school library is that in a library i have the resources to learn and its a choice to go or not but a school library to me is an escape a place i could hide from bullies and delve into topics of my own interest so to me it was a sanctum. what was the library to you? do you study science or work in that profession? and do those numbers hold any relevance to you? if you dont study science then maybe the science confrence was a metaphor of either self conflict as in a science confrence even though they are all working towards a single cause and could be classed as one body they all have different ideas some of which are conflicting. hope i explained that correct if not then how about a revelation something that has turn your life upside down or downside up because in a science confrence maybe revelatory information is been presented and thats why its been advertised around the building so much or maybe its been advertised so much because its something you need to understand something thats important that you need to grasp the concept of maybe the fact that they were in the lobby is that your oppinion of them is that they dont pull your wait and that she had it in for you because of your oppinion and maybe your trying to find another way in because you cant face opposing authority and you want to go unnoticed or avoid conflict and so because of this you yourself make your own journey to the desired goal longer sorry thats just what i thought of different aspects but if you look at the paragraph as a whole metaphorically it could mean in your life you feel like nobody but yourself pulls their weight yet somehow you always get negativity thrown your way even though your trying your best and your determined to get to your desired goal wether it means taking the long way or not but the fact that you cant stand up and face the problem is something that will set you back alot and sometime or another its going to be inevitable to face the problem because as the saying goes "you cant hide forever" then again litrally it could mean just what it says: you feel that there is an important issue going on in your life and at the moment you feel alone especially because she fired you and she makes you feel inferior and weak and thats why you avoid her and take the long route there is lots of interpretations and mine may not be correct at all. if anybody is interested in dreams i ll post some of my own and if anyone fancys interpretting them it would be fun cause my dreams are very bizarre take care and sweet dreams

House of the rising sun is an amazing. one of the singers was born somewhere near where i live i like house of the rising sun but i think the animals - good times /the animals - please dont let me be misunderstood are amazing songs i think i should have been born in the 60s lol i also think the best song the beatles ever sang was norweighn woods or maybe elenor rigby but since its still the morning time and i need something to replace those horrible stimulants i have choosen some nice music. i have nt heard of this band before it just appeared on my youtube history anyways here it is

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I take this back. yes it does help social situations but in the long run as soon as you stop taking it you get a massive come down which is nt progressive at all just makes me feel like i did 8 years ago so i just thought i d correct myself and say i was wrong on this matter and tell anyone who does or has thought of doing stimulants not to bother doing them at all cause there harmful

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Am not picking you up on grammar lol because my grammar is bad ) just thought it was a program or something you mentioned because i did nt know what Qi is ? sorry

haha Whats irony on QI lol?

Thanks Mumble although we have given information that can be asked as a security question we are also using alias and with no offence intended that is the sort of exaggerations that make people wary of the internet rather than promoting caution it promotes paranoia. I say this because yes a degree of caution is needed but to be honest the internet is much safer than the street provided that you do approach things with caution and i think people take the internet for out of context because again it may act as a medium for some people to attract vunrable people or information in no way at all is it the context in which it happens as that usually occurs because people dofnt have common sense and been a growing adult as you said people should have common sense and realise that inviting strangers back to their house is a cause for concern but in no way would i blame the internet because if it was nt the internet that allows things like that to happen it would happen in other careless ways like the same person could have brung the exact same predtor back from the pub as for information i dont think there is nearly enough to defraud anyone and i mean if you are talking about how much information is available about others on the internet well then i dont think someone would trawl through our essay lentgh posts for information as there are much more reliable ways firstly we all have ip addresses which when used correctly can give you the location of the person . people use the same alias alot so when googled different profiles of the same person could be compiled to produce such information that the fraudster could elaborate on. having a limited number of banks in england its also becomes easy to find out which bank a person uses. there sex and age is also easy and phone numbers and addresses and much more critical information is available for everybody to see on the internet and in no way is this because a person indivualises a post with preferences and trivial information its because of the available resources and contradictory laws that govern our data that makes it available and with the correct knowledge of how to extract it a person would not waste time with my depressive posts as you were inclined to say. which are nt depressive they are expressive sometimes its theraputic to talk about problems and thoughts and share them with others and can be more theraputic then sitting with happy hyper people if your feeling down . imagine been down and sitting in a room full of hyper people? how would that help? its about like-minded people which offer understanding and yeah somethings were not of the happiest expressions but then would any of us be here at all if we were happy and understood? just because one person expresses thoughts of a depressive nature it does nt mean thats how they are in real life as it is only aspect of oneself . one of the multitude of diffrent aspects maybe your right maybe am not depressed or have low self esteem maybe the world is just full of assholes thanks for giving me that example for to use as a scapegoat am not having a go at you i just think you were a bit too frank in your post where as you could have been more subtle because i did nt know how to take what you wrote as to wether you were having a go at us or not and i love been me amongst my depressive posts i posted in a topic about wether i would take a pill n get a rid of all my symptoms at the drop of a hat and i said no cause i love been me Thanks for highlighting our mistakes and sorry if i com across in the wrong way

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feel free to pm me too about it if you wish mumble people are welcome to join the conversation group discussions are productive ) thanks

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Thank you Lynda i appriciate it x

Hi I think that dreams do have significance wether that be some higher divine significance or just a psychological peek at the working-unconciousness however dream interpretation is a wide area for intepretation and there is no universal dream book because we are all individuals so we all interpet things diffrence which is why its easier to interpret my dreams and easier. so all i can do here is just drop a few ideas and the one which is right is the one you will feel fits you the most if you understand what i mean? firstly , how were you ill? did you feel ill or where you just told you were ill? because although this may be irrelevant and only used for context it could also mean a:) maybe you feel you have an illness that is not really an illness in the common sense of the word such as aspergers. is your diagnosis making you put your life on hold? b:) maybe the doctors and other professionals are pushing an illness on you making you feel like you have got something that you dont agree you have? c:) How about your health? is it good? bad? do you eat alot? do you have a complex about yourself? do you drink or take any drugs? that may be taking all the goodness from you and leaving you feeling like a washed up vessel? When the doctor told you there was something wrong this brings two things too mind for me 1. Are you paranoid, is there a subtle part of your mind that whispers too you insecurities that may make you doubt yourself? 2.the doctor could also be the more responsible part of yourself and maybe this could indicate a higher subconsious telling you thaqt there is something wrong? 3. maybe the something that is wrong , maybe its not medical maybe its something in your life? maybe you feel somethings wrong? or maybe your higher self is trying to show you there is something wrong? when you then said something about brochitis and the doctor said you wont be oput of here for a long time i thought of this i thought maybe there is nothing wrong with you medically but the doctor (higher self) is making you doubt yourself or some professionals are making you doubt yourself and make you feel you will be constrained to a certain part of life or branded in a certain way or you feel like you have a problem you are facing that will be long term and wont be over soon. if there are problems you are facing do you feel pressure by them because the narrow coprridor may be a sign that you feel pressure, your under pressure or you cant see a way out do you feel like your back at school? do you feel like you are the child in some relationship or that your been treat like a child? maybe your doctors are been patronizing? maybe someone is forcing a situation upon you that you dont have a choice in? when you close the door what was in the office behind you? what are you closing the door on? is there something in your life that you have finished with and a new road to walk maybe you have decided to return to study and stop working or not work as much? maybe you are having some troubles that make you feel like the lab rat or the patient bound to a bed not been able to move maybe it means that you feel like you are in much less control then you think you are? maybe you feel like you dont have a path to walk but instead you feel like destiny will take you where ever you need to be which is not true because if you wanna get something done and be somewhere you cant rely on nobody but yourself not even fate. and now its becoming painful and you notice that sharp jab in the arm everynow and again that hard jolt that brings you swaying back to consciousness back to a reality we feel we dont belong too. and now your trying hard to get back on your feet and make your own path and trying to get things done and planned but you feel without certain aspects or things you cant complete the job to perfection or at all maybe you feel you need to be more organised with life maybe you feel like your running up this stair case and your old (are you unhealthy looking when your older) if so maybe you feel trapped and feel like no matter what you do your gonna be stuck here for the rest of your life so you make a desperate attempt to flee to escape but no matter how much you keep running up those stairs you still cant progress because theres something in the puzzle thats missing thats there and that you can see but that you have not put into context? what do you need to move forward? after all that running and trying to progress you feel tired and sick and feel sorry for yourself now you dont want to be noticed you just wanna sink into the fading background but then when you see people ignoring you it makes you think what it will be like to be unnoticed and lost to the fading background so it motivates you to keep trying harder to get where you wanna go now maybe all you can feel is that huge amount of pain from falling uncontrollably into a void a place without life a place without love a place of pure emptyness and it makes you feel empty been in an empty place makes you want to escape and to stop the pain but it just makes you feel even more helpless than you first felt like a yearning to be more , butterflies in your stomache that desire something that you just cant get or you just dont know what it is now that your feeling helpless you cant move its too much for you. so you find it better to just lie and stair at the cieling rather than attempt to get back up and fight once again because if you fight it means getting up on your broken hands and knees and it will hurt but its not impossible i am not saying any of this is right its just ideas i am throwing into the cooking pot so let me read through what i wrote and i ll tell you what i think it might mean cheers mate

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I keep a dream journal and have pretty much every dream and astral projection i have had for the past 5 year and i think this is n area in which i am pretty knowledgable in both regarding not just the psychological aspects but also the phenomenological aspects however its very late and i been working all day and need to wake up early tomorrow so its not possible to give you advice or explanations yet but if i have nt replied by tomorrow night just give me a shout and i ll reply Cheers

Hi Lynda, I feel much better today i just felt really fatigued from been around people alot yesterday Your right i do have to make some consistent behaviour because i have been switching and swapping alot to see what might work for me. Maybe your right maybe the lecturer did nt know but the person in charge said she would inform them despite me objecting to her descion. When he gave out the test i remarked "i done a similar test like this before" to try and read his reaction and on one hand nothing changed . he did nt look at me in recognition but on the other hand he never asked me what test because surely if someone remarks that they done something similar test the teacher might investigate why that was or what it was but he never so i assumed he already knew. The thing is about the shapes n sizes is that out of the our groups the majority lied in one quadrant and the rest in a second quadrant leaving me in my own section alone and another empty so if thats what he was trying to prove that there is a lot of variety in people and were all different well he was nt quite succeful lol I know that when they picked the name that it was only in good fun but my observation was that when people could nt remember the adjective in front of the persons name they would most probally fill it with a relevant word in terms of there own oppinions so although i think they did nt quite understand that by assigning that adjective to me in good fun they are subtly hinting on the thoughts about me which in there own words seemed to be "mental" of course i could just be paranoid and looking too far into things Sorry for the short reply i have to run to work Thanks Michael

Hey people Dont get me wrong , I am no junky however has anybody with AS/HFA use stimulants in a social situation ? How have you found them? Recently , I have used two one which Ephedrine which is a legally prescribed drug although recreationally used by body builders and a friends recomend i try some to cheer me so i did but i was still tired of course so i could nt notice any difference at first . Lately i have been taken caffine tablets and wow there amazing for your mood they cheer me up and make me more calm in a social situation well maybe not calm but definatly more interactive It also helped my anxiety