Hello, I am new here. Bomu, I obtained a diagnosis at last a few weeks ago. I can say that it's quite life changing. It's scary to know this is a life-sentence, but then whatever it was called that made me different, I pretty much knew that anyway! But a life sentence is not a death sentence. The positive thing is huge: I KNOW WHY I'M DIFFERENT, and it's NOT MY FAULT! I have carried a lot of guilt around with me thinking it was something in me that I could control or that I was doing wrong, and I have carried anger about things done to me psychologically when I was young in case that was what damaged me. Although the latter may have some truth, the main thing is I know it's not my fault, it's how I was born, and now I can take stock and work out how to get on with my life, armed with the knowledge that I have Asperger's, I am not crazy, I am just like thousands of others who just have a different way of seeing the world.
As to accessing help, I have one or two leads, but have yet to work on that which is something I need to do soon.
My view is find out what's ailing you, cos in this case ignorance is not bliss, though the truth takes some getting used to! Good luck.