raelien Report post Posted November 23, 2007 The dark within........... My greatest fears realised. The dark within consumes. I thought that this way my burden to bear but it seems to consume him too I cant tell him it will be alright I have no answers to give I never wanted anyone to know the pain in which I live His dreams are dark and frightening he wakes from slumber deep He tries to put it into words and is too scared to sleep I dont know how to fix this dark to make it go away I havent found the answers yet to make my pain fade so how can I help him so innocent and pure how can I tell him this is a life you must endure so silent tears I try to hide so not to let him know Im scared for him, I greive for him as the dark inside him grows ( Colin is 9, he is Aspergers, and possible duel dx of Bipolar Manic depression) Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
loobylou2 Report post Posted November 23, 2007 Hi raelian, what a wonderful poem, don't despair if he has got these 'problems'. modern medicine etc is progressing so fast now that there are many things that can be done to help. At the end of the day you have a wonderful and unique child who will bring you much joy and happiness inbetween the not so good times. Don't forget as well that you are not alone. <'> <'> <'> Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
pearl Report post Posted November 23, 2007 <'> Thanks for sharing that. I write poetry too, always when I'm in a crisis, but I'd never dare post it. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
raelien Report post Posted November 23, 2007 (edited) <'> Thanks for sharing that. I write poetry too, always when I'm in a crisis, but I'd never dare post it. Its my poetry that sometimes keeps me sane. Dont be afraid to share. and thankyou! and to you too Louby Edited November 23, 2007 by raelien Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
pearl Report post Posted November 23, 2007 Oooh no, yours is good, mine is terrible! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Clare63 Report post Posted November 24, 2007 Raelien, Thanking for sharing your peom, you have a real talent there, what a beautiful way to keep you sane and so poignant. <'> <'> <'> Clare x x x Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
kellyanne Report post Posted November 24, 2007 (edited) so how can I help him so innocent and pure how can I tell him this is a life you must endure so silent tears I try to hide so not to let him know Im scared for him, I greive for him hi raelien <'> your poem brought a tear to my eye as i feel this and i'm sure many others do to. thank you for sharing KA x x Edited November 24, 2007 by kellyanne Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Nic m Report post Posted November 24, 2007 You poem is very moving, really beautiful. Nicola Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites