Dillyn Report post Posted October 8, 2009 My recently deceased sister's last words to me were in a form of some poems and i found this one of me and for once i felt a bit of emotion. I felt sad. This poem is about what i was like 1 year ago before my social worker stepped in just in time and saved me. I miss you so much Charis! Dressed in white suits, the colour we chose Put on fake smiles, pulling our pose One life begins and another ends You're really gone now, we can't pretend Wondering streets with mates at night If you don't even battle, you'll lose the fight Sex and drugs and rock and roll Years of ignorance, they'll take their toll Open your eyes before it's too late Stop being filled with anger and hate You throw away dreams, ambitions, your life Sacrifice your family at the point of a knife I can't bear to lose you - not again I know it hurts coz I still feel the pain Depression's killing us all, slowly but true Can't cope on my own, I really need you Friday night - cigs and beer You act hard, but I still see your fear Stop running away, we need you as well This family's been through it's fair share of hell Take down your barriers and look in my eye Dill - I love you, I won't let you die Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
KILLERsnipe Report post Posted October 8, 2009 OMG Emotional! That is terrifying, it means don't go back to what you were Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
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Mandapanda Report post Posted October 12, 2009 Hi Dillyn I feel for you. I lost my sister 5 years ago. The poem is amazing. I hope you have every reason to make your sister proud of you from now on. Do you mind if I print this poem off and show it to my niece? She has been off the rails and drinking far too much since her mum died. She hasn't shown any real emotion about it yet. She was only 12 when her mum went. Thank you for sharing your sister's poem with us. <'> <'> <'> Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
dana Report post Posted October 14, 2009 Hi, Dillyn, this poem made me cry. Thank you for sharing it with us. <'> You CAN change your ways, everybody can if he really tries enough. Your sister loved you very much and this poem was in a way her last wish. It will stay in your heart and guard you in difficult moments, give you strangth to help yourself and your family. You CAN do it. Thinking of you. <'> >< <'> Danaxxx Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
