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thanks for all the kind words everyone.^^
thankyou.
my moods have been terrible for a while and I hate when fights like this break out.I feel like a different person.
things have been better since then thankfully.
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hope things are a bit better today love....
xxxxx
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I used to do this....when I was 12!!!!
its more of a safe and suprsing place I guess.
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'Fix you' ColdplayI often used to listen to this in my car on the way home from work just after my sons diagnosis
Listen to the words - its scarily accurate or at least it was for me at the time.
Elun xxxxxxx
awesome.
she's lost control by joy division & expectations by belle and sebastian are ones that are very close to how I feel that its scary.
At the interval you lock yourself away inside a room
Heed of english gets you, asks you, what the hell do you think youre doing?
Do you think youre better then the other kids? well get outside.
Youve got permission, but youve got to make the ###### think hes right
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:wallbash: 
:fight: :fight: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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Today I've the been the worst in a long time.
i was supposed to be meeting up with an older friend ross that I'd turned down before.
As I always am with these kinda things I felt sick to the stomuch by but still determined to go as ross is one of the only people who understand me.
me and my dad ended up arguing really horrible and I went into one of my rages/crying fits so loudly that next door almost phoned the police as They thought somethign was wrong.
The ross boy would have waited in town for me without knowing I was coming and I've ruined thigns for parents again.My dad is supposed to be going to study at uni to become a teacher this year & they always mention that i have to change or I'll be out the house.
My mum keeps shoutign at me to pack my bags and leave and even reminded me of what ross must feel like.
I feel like I've let everyone down with my behaviour again and I feel totally alone and scared.
I just want to make people proud for once.
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Not sure what pi is.
the song is kinda about a guy whos very mathmatical.I've heard that kate bush song get compared it it before
expectations by belle & sebastian is a good one as it explains it for me I guess.
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To be honest I am not sure. However, I have heard people mention Kate Bush wrote some songs. But again some others could be more helpful.But I love this song. Some of the words in the song make me wonder when you read between the lines.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Hv0azq9GF_g
When I was younger we did ballet to this, and the dance was really cool not to mention the dresses we wore.
god I love kate bush
you mean pi?
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Hiya and welcome to the forum, hope you find support and friendship here.My son is 13 and been out of school for almost a year following at break down in yr 8. Aspergers can be so tough for teenagers and life can be tough and frustrating too for teenagers.
Clare
my year last year was really like that and I'm worried I'm going to do terrible in my exams now.
hope things get better for him love <3
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have you ever listened to any songs or read any poems that sum up how you feel or how it feels to care for someone with it?
I tend to think "how soon is now" by the smiths or "dear hermoine" by bowie are good examples.
whats yours?
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Ben's best friend's sister is in a production of Alice In Wonderland... I've never met her, but I'm told she's playing alice and is short and 'rounded'.If you get there and really want to freak someone out, look for a Hull based production and just go up and say 'Lewis says 'break a leg!'
Still, could have been worse - at least she's got the lead and she's not stuck with a duff part like the dormouse or one of the fat schoolboys!
awesome!!!XD
I tend to freak out people like that a lot XD
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<'> any name longer than about, oooh, five letters will get abbreviated cos we is mostly one finger typers here!
I have three hands.
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Sound advice from baddad GI.And I think thats the first time I've ever said that ....
i just realised where GI came from....
god I'm slow.....XD
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hello love
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Its jess but go ahead XDHi GI (oooh ooh - is your name Joanne? If it is we can call you 'GI Jo'!
If it isn't, can you pretend it is 'cos we love weak puns around here.... well I do, and everyone else indulges me... well some do, and i don't care about the others... well i do care about the others but... Oh b*gger, pass me a shovel will you....) Anyway............................
What I was gonna say was, a week isn't very long to establish anything, so if the band thing doesn't happen it doesn't mean that you haven't made friends, it just means that it wasn't a long enough opportunity for things to gel, IYKWIM...
If there is one thing muso's tend to have in common (even frustrated one's who can't play an instrument or carry a tune in a bucket like me) it's a passion for their music and all that encompasses. Do something with your music (even if this current project doesn't pan out) and friends with similar tastes/aspirations are almost certain to follow.
I know that probably sounds weak and trite and all of that stuff right now, (and sorry but being old and male rather than young and female means i don't really have any insight into the rest of your worries) but i do know - and not in a wet 'John Miles' sort of way - music has been a shoo-in to many of my social connections (and so have books and movies, which i noticed you've posted on as well)...
If you can FORCE yourself, join some music/book/movie groups locally, and push yourself to go for maybe three/four sessions. My guess is you'll start connecting with at least one or two other people who like the same bands/books/films you do, and that common ground may be the start of something more general. If it aint, well at least you get to talk once a week/month/fortnight whatever about something that's close to your heart - and that's got to be a plus whatever angle you're looking from
thansk for the ideas love.
I'm gonna defiantly give it ago...
I want to go to the edibrugh fridge infact which the small amount of friends I have would never go to D: gah.
i'm like an old man really.
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my dad was great with me and my brother as babies.
he'd give us our bath,feed us and such then wrap us up tight in our covers and let us lie on our back.
we'd hardly get up and it seemed to work.
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the friend problems have really stared effecting my summer.
I went to a music band course this week an I might even have a band now but I've been crying and upset a lot as the course is finished and its not certain people will wan to continue also the fact they have friends outside and I feel like a fake when I'm with them as when I've been going home this summer I don't have any proper friends.
I've been sleeping it away a lot an I know th only way I'm goin to make proper frnds is moving school but my parents don't want to hear it.
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the friend problems have really stared effecting my summer.
I went to a music band course this week an I might even have a band now but I've been crying and upset a lot as the course is finished and its not certain people will wan to continue also the fact they have friends outside and I feel like a fake when I'm with them as when I've been going home this summer I don't have any proper friends.
I've been sleeping it away a lot an I know th only way I'm goin to make proper frnds is moving school but my parents don't want to hear it.
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I would want to keep my interests and brain in general.sure I'm a bit weird and off but its me and theres a small minority of people who appericate me for it which I soemtimes fail to notice.
I'd change the feeling of complete anxiety I get in ordinary situations and the depression I believe is caused a majority of the time due to problems I face as a female aspie.
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Annie Hall.amelie.boys don't cry.running with scissors.control.leon. quadrophenia.pretty in pink.One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest.gregory's girl.control.if....this is england.I am a cyborg.little miss sunshine.heima. trainspotting.girl interrupted.life aquatics.donnie darko.big fish.lolita.
films are a big love of mine ^^
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incredible.
such an informative and great article.
thanks for posting.
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Hello Jessica, welcome to the site. I have a 14 year old son with an autistic spectrum disorder and he has days where he really struggles at school. Are there any local clubs/activities you could join?It can be very difficult at times but just remember to take one day at a time. Have you tried talking to your parents? You could write a poem about how your feeling and show them. Look forward to chatting. X
I'm in a band course just now as singer and lyrcist.its what i Live for and soothes my anxiety a lot of the time.the band might carry on afterwards as our teachers like us so much
so thats helped profundly but one week I'm dead on top of the world like this...the next....
i dunno any others except a autism spectrum club I've seen on here I'm looking into
I guess I do have to....
things are difficult with them lately.
they've seen quite a number of my crumbled poems around!!!XD
thankyou love same to you!^^
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I've been wondering why I get into arguments filled with some much rage over the smallest thing and go nuts,swearing and all sorts then afterwards feel totally guilty and shameful and have terribly headaches and an even lower mood.
my parents think my personality changes dramtically too.
I end up in my bed like the article says a lot too.
I'm up and down in a split second.
I might just be that kind of person but is this something I should look look further into do you think?
or is it probally just my aspergers and depression causing it?
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