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mines is snooty gizardtoes

thanks for all the kind words everyone.^^ thankyou. my moods have been terrible for a while and I hate when fights like this break out.I feel like a different person. things have been better since then thankfully.

hope things are a bit better today love.... xxxxx

I used to do this....when I was 12!!!! its more of a safe and suprsing place I guess.

awesome. she's lost control by joy division & expectations by belle and sebastian are ones that are very close to how I feel that its scary. At the interval you lock yourself away inside a room Heed of english gets you, asks you, what the hell do you think youre doing? Do you think youre better then the other kids? well get outside. Youve got permission, but youve got to make the ###### think hes right

:wallbash: :fight: :fight: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Today I've the been the worst in a long time. i was supposed to be meeting up with an older friend ross that I'd turned down before. As I always am with these kinda things I felt sick to the stomuch by but still determined to go as ross is one of the only people who understand me. me and my dad ended up arguing really horrible and I went into one of my rages/crying fits so loudly that next door almost phoned the police as They thought somethign was wrong. The ross boy would have waited in town for me without knowing I was coming and I've ruined thigns for parents again.My dad is supposed to be going to study at uni to become a teacher this year & they always mention that i have to change or I'll be out the house. My mum keeps shoutign at me to pack my bags and leave and even reminded me of what ross must feel like. I feel like I've let everyone down with my behaviour again and I feel totally alone and scared. I just want to make people proud for once.

the song is kinda about a guy whos very mathmatical.I've heard that kate bush song get compared it it before expectations by belle & sebastian is a good one as it explains it for me I guess.

god I love kate bush you mean pi?

my year last year was really like that and I'm worried I'm going to do terrible in my exams now. hope things get better for him love <3

have you ever listened to any songs or read any poems that sum up how you feel or how it feels to care for someone with it? I tend to think "how soon is now" by the smiths or "dear hermoine" by bowie are good examples. whats yours?

awesome!!!XD I tend to freak out people like that a lot XD

I have three hands. :]

i just realised where GI came from.... god I'm slow.....XD

hello love