Candyfloss

with nts- nope...one reply maybe out of...politeness or testing me or whatever- but after? o messages.

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eg is it akward / happy / relaxed

The day started ok.... I was like yea. I smiled and laughed and ended up looking like a giraffe As the day went on, I went to a shop But it was only a matter of time before my bum went pop I sang a song to my dog who indeed smelt like a frog So i washed him and watched tv Anyway...my day was ok.

thsnk for the replys:) ive already got dla - the lowest £30.00 something one and that goes to my mums acount ....... we called the job centre - well she did and told me to be quiet etc - she doesnt think i have as - she thinks all girls with as are really shy and quiet? whereas i can be outgoing...but in social situations...i get very nervous, stressted easily, upset etc

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like - do people with as tend to be more lazy and find easy things hard to do

she says it in a sarcastic way we dont get on well - for years we had fights - i felt she never understood or wanted to understand my problems - she cares about small children with autism (server autism eg at a primary school where she works but to me - couldnt care - she say sarcastically- yea - its your aspergers / sesnory issues

like the level of aspergers - mild / servere

one mum was on my laptop - i was behind her - she moved her arm - i jumped

what do you think

will you miss peggy what do you think of it

Happy Birthday Gordie! Wow your 30! I thought you were 18! lol Hope you had a great time! : D

I am on prozac and it does help me alot:) Although Im on the lowest dose and I still feel depressed but I can cope now where before I used to get extremely angry and upset easily I once tried respiridome without prozac - i was on it for a few days - couldnt cope - felt very shy and grumpy - so went off it :/

what do I say? how? when? etc..

im boring - im jst not good enough please - im on prozac - and its true - when i feel like crying - i can hold it in with prozac = but anyway - i feel so low and down all the time - i cant smile - i:( and dont say - im sure your family love you - believe me - they dont. mum loves my sister - they wispier about me - i used to do bad stuff - eg - fight with my mum cause i got so stressed and upset from school - and no one would understand:( i was alone i i know i done bad things but then i think - well i couldn't help it - and mum never really helped me anyway so. someone help me:( i need a very strong medication - to feel happy - cause i am 1000% not atall happy:( - out of school - stay in most of my life - sounds liek a good life? :S - and when i go out - someone offends me - i dont feel right - i feell very uncomfortable and end up crying and walking home and crying for ages and getting more down:(

Also - what does nt mean?....

my hair was sort of bushy - and i do have aspergers (cause i had it in a ponytail but then i took it out and the hairdresser combed it - i was sitting on a chair next to my sister waiting for us to have our hair done- the person asked what i would like done - i said - she and all of the others kept hiding a smile (that happened a lot) there was a space at the hair wash thing - so my sister got taken there first i kept looking round backwards where the staff where - and they were having a laugh/ talking about me - they kept looking at me and talking about me behind my back my sisters hair was now done - the member of staff who would wash my hair - walked past me a few times like she was too embarrassed to do my hair! - she then was about to do it - and a member of staff talking to her - gave a sort of good luck doing her hair lol - and seemed rude after i first saw them do all this - i kept shouting at mum - and she came up to me and i was saying there were bullying me help! why do i get laughed at like nearly everywhere i go!?

oh wow! I want that brain scan - does that mean any brain scan could detect it? cause i had one to do with the autism research thing - at last! ill watch the vid now!

don't worry - you ae not alone My family dont understand my aspergers either:( give it time - they will understand....eventually

iI want to either work with animals as they never reject me...well...mostly dont - or work with people with as i feel like its just such a struggle for to to do something - much more harder than it should be:(

College would be too hard for me with the students - even the ones with as - im all shy and they think im weird:( i never settle in:( i rus work to get it out the way - i have never been put on any medicationo for my adhd :/ what should I do? please help me?

when it gets to 11:00 pm(cause she lives in new zealand) she says she is tired and has to go and yet i sent her an email saying wt time will u be online and she said : ts 8am here maybe i should rest though. I will be on later in the day and im always tired in the mornings because i stay up chatting - see she sats up chatting to other people - but not me:( i knew this would happen:(

and before that she said - looks like (my name) is out of the count this morning then - look at it - then went downstaris and before that(she said those things to me and said hi to my sister and i heard them whispering to eachother ( they are going to the cinema - they dont want me to come) - what do you think of all of this? she didnt laugh or anything afterwards and they whisper quite a bit to eachother