Candyfloss

I have spent hours and hours moaning at her about my autism and saying what its like etc she doesnt say anything afterwards - she has lost respect for me she used ot try and get me to school - i (could settle in) - i used to be really upset i was used, bullied by teachers, didnt understand work and just couldnt cope - i asked her why she didnt get me any autim help - she just said - i was doing what the education people told me to do and i ask her - mum what things am i good at? - she says - i dont know - she just doesnt what to help me she would have a smile on her face on the car - and that made me angry - that i had a said i had a horrible day but all she would do is smile? today - i asked her about something - she gave a dumb answer (i said about a modeling thing - would we be supplied with clothes or bring our own - she said you have got alot of nice clothes - i felt insulted - i said - yea - but i wouldnt just weat a boring t shirt for something like that i slapped her an dran to the other room - she rain to me and hit me - after a few of those - i got some water and threw it at her and ran upstaris she has never been there for me emotionaly - she never helped me other mums (eg on this website) really care for their as child - my mum doesnt atall - she doesnt know or want to know about as (((

Most aim very high - and what if a person with as just can't - what do they think of people like that?

Why not? Why am I like this?

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understand simple things - eg instructions i am slow and still after time dont get things? could just be simple instructions ages ago there was a joke - what cheese is made backwards? everyone got it in the first few seconds - i didnt / couldnt - 2 weeks later i finally realized what it was? like at school - everyone would understand - but not me? there was this maths pie sheet - i asked a teacher what it meant / what to do - he told me once - i said ok i understand then said - no i dont understand (cause i didnt) i asked him about four times - still had no clue

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thanks gordie! great answer! ill work on my social skills....

how do i then carry on the conversation?

I am usually stuck for words

How does Autism / Aspergers affect girls?

People DO look and laugh at me - sometimes just look - eg im in the car - they stare at me and turn they head to keep looking at me?? :/

People look at me and then look away from me with a small smile / laugh on their face

I'm 18 and can.t wait to see this film! :)I really enjoyed the other two!

My mum spoke to our neighbor about me having piano lesson round there. (the neighbors didnt really like me as they though i was strange a weird - stand outside their house for weeks etc..) (i used to be a student at the pace that she works) i sent her a message on fb about them not liking me and about my autism:/ - she has now blocked me its been two years since then: the woman piano teacher said could come round on Thursday mornings - on Wednesday evening i texted her asking if it was still ok to come over and at what time... me to her: Hi (her name) its (my name) from (number .....) Is it still ok to come over tomorrow for the piano lesson and if so, what time? thank you (my name) she replied: Hi, at the moment tomorrow is likely to be a problem as i currently have no car - it got towed 2 the garage earlier so i need to try and sort that out. I hope your mum explained to you that I cannot commit to regular lessons but may do them when i can. Also please do not send messages to my facebook, cause im not allowed to reply - sorry, but its a (work policy) that we have no facebook friends who are currently or ex (work place) pupils. Maybe you didnt intend it, but your message did sound a bit ride! Thanks (my name). I then replied: Hi, (her name) sorry about the fb message - i realized it was rude:( bad luck about the car hope u can fit in some lessons soon:) (my name) She then replied: Ok (my name), thats no prob. Will hopefully speak 2 ur mum about times soon. anyway:/ what should i do?

My name is candyfloss and I was diagnosed with mild autism about 4-5 years ago (i am now 18) I had big school problems - I turned into this shy, quiet girl - never made a single friend:( so i went to a mainstream school in year 7 - hospital school room in year 8 (was only mean to be there for a few weeks and turned into a year) - another mainstream school - again - didn't work out - then 2 years at a virtual school - didn't go for most of it - they let me stay for another year - i went most of the time - but the teachers bullied me! laughing behind my back - saying - see you do know something - and just not liking me People seem to think im very dumb and slow (its the first impression i give) - i can keep eye contact - its just it feels uncomfortable - like im staring into space! I love animals and talk and sing to them alot Im 18 and act like a child - I like lego (i don't play with it but yea:p) - i like playing games - and just doing fun activities Im alsonot really brainy like other people with as:( oh! :/ I have ADHD - cant concentrate:/ OCD

Like I cant understand a simple instruction and get confused?

she said you have got skills- you can use them- about bla bla ( about me not wanting to go out etc) she also said u r intelligent- enough- why enough? and she has made some not nice comments about me before- i asked her do i look weird or anything- she said- no- but also said but dont be surprised if u get looked at...cause you have autism she is well....fat- im tall and sort of slim i am very articulate- like i talk in quite a serious, mature way- and i sound like i know what im on about- im different to the normal teenager...:/ but people dont like me???

I dont know if its the social problems i have or what - i dont do really weird things or anything - but i fake laugh i always talk about myself? :/ dont mean to sometimes can be shy and quiet which can look weird n What do i do? help?

Because they might do weird things and freak people out?

Do people with as understand jokes?

I find it hard to laugh - so i have to fake laugh? i dont have a clue what to say or how to say it...

not going to a fittnesss class....omg i gonna get fat:( thats a fear - its just - im too lazy to have a bath

I missed about 3 years of school - I just couldn't settle in.........so I didnt learn much atall and to make matters worse - my family think I just didnt go on purpose.....