SensitiveSoul

2 hours on Skype - that's definitely my new record!

After a day of hardly budging from my bed, and just now a nice, hot bath, I feel slightly more human again - although still ridiculously tired. I seriously cannot wait to just go to sleep!

Bad, bad, bad day! I hate how I'm feeling and so wish I could have an Elaine Nicholson hug right now! I can feel a drawing coming on because I need to try and calm myself down.

Been feeling ok most of the day but the cold is now out in full force! Can't stop coughing and sneezing and it's driving me insane already! On the plus side had a great therapy session and a great chat with Elaine Nicholson on Skype, so despite the cold I actually feel quite happy (its lasting so far Elaine - how good is that!)

Been in the bath, now to tackle my hair! People tell me I'm lucky to have thick hair, but they wouldn't think so if they had to spend 2 hours taming it every time they washed it!

Can't believe I slept till now! Shows how sleep deprived I've been. Hasn't made me feel any better though - I feel rough as!

Damn stupid tears! I cry way too much!!

Don't know what came over me today. I've been on a massive high and reminded myself of a child with ADHD!! I think I must have been taken over by aliens for the day because the way I've been today is so far removed from how I normally am!

Enjoying a lovely pizza

Feeling anxious and stressy. Why did I ever go along with something I was never comfortable with - stupid, stupid girl!

Feeling so alone tonight. Shedding lots of tears right now!!!!

Feeling so much better after taking time out to go and have something to eat. Now time for PJ's, TV and 1st job on the list of things to do

Finally, after 7 months of living back at home, I have TV in my room connected to an aerial that works - yay!

Frustrated! Doing a sponsored walk and not sure how to drum up support. I don't have that many friends!

Frustrated!!!! On the plus side had a nice surprise on Skype

Good weekend Absolutely loved spending time with my gorgeous niece today. I absolutely love her to pieces - she's amazing!!

Got a new sketchpad today - can't wait to do some new sketches

Had a fab session with my therapist and a lovely evening with Robert Mann. Happier Sonia today

Had a fab time at my cousin's wedding reception - I was even dragged on the dance floor and did some dancing - so much fun

Had enough of today - hate what I have to do! Need it to be tomorrow!

Had the best afternoon ever! I now know I can look after a baby. I loved looking after my niece. We went for a walk, I played with her, I made up her bottles and fed her, I winded her, I changed her and I got her off to sleep. For someone whos not a mum,with no experience of looking after babies I reckon I did pretty good

Has not long woken up having slept for 3 hours! I've never felt as ill in my life as I did during last night and today, and the 3 hours sleep I got last night really didn't help. I still don't feel well, but I feel a lot better now I don't feel quite so tired!

Hate it when I can't sleep!

Hate it when I wake up in a crappy mood. Think I'll get the sketch book out after lunch and try and and channel some of the crappy feelings into something positive