Arno

Thanks for the words. After several call's with the school, I found out that they don't really punish me, they are giving me a period to rest and get my rails on track again, but I dont' know if that's the solution I needed, my class is still suportive against me, but aren't going to calmer or make less noise . I can't really say that they may not be a teenager, but its quite difficult to be so sensetive to sound or words... And we are probaly going to school for a talk with the principal. Thanks, Arno

Thanks, but sunday I heard I am suspended for 10 days, 10 days? for not even hitting people??? I just want to go to school and say "Well, its the second school I went to, and now i'm punished because I had one angry moment in more then 500 days???? Well, just imaging, how life as somebody with ASD is? You can't! Its hard, and I thanks for making the step pressure even higer to get back to school "

Hello, sorry for the long post, but I have some problems, I would want to talk about. So yesterday(Friday the first) I went to class, and we had a sales moment we needed to organize(that had given me alot of stress already). and my group was ofcourse not ready, we didn't bring anything with us and such. And I was talking to the teacher, to ask if we couldn't arrange something. and then a group member was pretty negative and it was our faulth, and not his, I said, well, if you're so good at pointing people why didn't you bring anything? where he responded: Well, maybe you need to be more in the class? instead of always going out of the class?(My class is a chaos, they are really loud and nervous and sometimes I need a time out, and go to a room where I can calm down) I wanted to respond well, maybe you can take my authism and I will take your skin color and such. but I couldn't, I was so angry he responded in that way, I threw my table on the ground, I steped over it, where the teacher said "Arno?! What are you doing, sit down!" I said "Screw you!" and threw my bic at the teacher, lucky that I missed! and I was so nervous and angry I coudln't open a door anymore, so I saw only a single solution break the door down(wich I didn't!) I calmed down enough to open the door, and then I ran to the private room to calm down, but now I don't want to show my face in class anymore, because I am scared they are going to hate me or that they are going to be scared Can anybody give me his/her opinion on this?(I already talked to someone in my class via facebook, and he responded that I don't need to be afraid to come in class, but I don't believe him ) Thanks! -Arno

Thanks for the awnser, the problem is, I can't stop thinking about what the future will hold, i'm good in technology, but I don't want to work in such world, I want to help people that are experiencing problems. I am going to the shrink, but I found that she doesn't now how live is as a ASD. She understands alot, but can't feel the pain and fear I have, I think I could help the people as shrink, because I also have alot of problems in school, and I would give them my solutions and my foundings on how people react, The only problem is that I find ASD(for me) a disease, not a gift, it is really hard for me to find my role in school, most of the time i'm just alone, I can't blame my class, they do their best, but i'm just to scared to talk to them. So I could tell the person that has problems, there is a solution, the only problem is that I didn't found it yet, but i'm still searching, when I do, I will try to help others with my solutions, and listen on how they interpret the solution and understand them.

Hello, I have a question. I am 16 so I almost need to choice what i'm going to choice. I went down a long list to make these 3 the final one's. A brief info about me: I'm a little shy, but I love to help people, I am very correct, every rule (even my own one's) is holy, I can't break them, if I do, my mood switches to scared, and I begin to cry(I know this is strange). At the moment i'm following business economics. My grades are ok, but I don't do much for school. I want to, but I have a good memory, so I can remember easily, so I know what the previous class of that subject was about . I have a low self confidence, so i'm always breaking my self down. I also have a negative sight about people(sorry for that) but I don't believe that any person will be trust worthy (100%) so I only tell some things to people. This are the 3 final one's with reasons why I think I would be a good teacher: Teacher: I would become a math and ICT teacher, I found that's the best combination because i'm a atheist, so I believe in science(math) and the structure of ICT is wonderfull, if you do something wrong, then you did something wrong, its not plausible that it will run 100%. Graphics Designer: Well, why I want to become this, is actually to impress the people, because I am not really good in anything particular my class mates, only need me if there is something wrong, and they can't answer it, so I need to "teach" them how to. I love to help them, but it goes pretty far, making a long term task, and then a friend asked me before the due date, to put his name on the paper, I did it, but the teacher saw it. Shrink: I love helping people, I had alot of problems, well, I still have them, and I would tell my own experience's and my solutions, I would "specialize" me in ASD and ADHD, so that I would know how I could help them and really feel the pain and difficulty's they have, that I sometimes also being trough, and then I would give them my solution to handle that and we would adjust it to his needs. Well, I think that was all, could you be so kind to help me choose? For me its important, I like to make a future plan, how much I'm going to earn and then make a financial plan for that, and such.... Well, Thanks Arno

Hello, i'm Arno a 15 year old boy. I've been tested when I was 5 with ASD. I've been in a depression twice. I take medication: risperdal melatonine and serlain. the risperdal is going to change. I am a bit scared, because I turn 16 this years, what means that I only have 2 years to choose what I want to study on college I'm really more of a technical guy, only believing true facts. I have alot of fears. I don't like that I have ASD, because it makes social interaction(? don't know if that's the correct word) hard, and I have a over social sister, so it makes things alot harder. Well, that's it I think. Greetings from Belgium -Arno