Gold MD
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Nice family.
They run like the wind and ignore you now. I say **** them.
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I got into horror games around 2000. I've been a horror fan for much of my life and I have a huge collection of horror DVDs, which I frequently buy online. My consoles include the Xbox 360, original Xbox, GameCube, PS2, an NTSC PS1, a Dreamcast, Sega Saturn and I also have a Wii, which I keep forgetting I have as I'm rarely on it.
I just find that today's games really aren't the same as when they were from 1992 to 2005. In that time, you had such classics like the first three to four Resident Evil games, its successor of sorts in Alone in the Dark, as well as the GameCube remake of the first Resident Evil title, plus Silent Hill 1-4, the Clock Tower series, and some other notable ones like Parasite Eve and Dino Crisis.
Now, you don't get scary games at all on consoles, although hopefully that will all change soon with The Evil Within. Amnesia is often cited as a great current generation horror game, but I often unfairly dismiss PC games as I've been more of a consoles gamer.
The problem with survival horror is that it was fresh and interesting at one stage. However, gaming companies know the big bucks comes from purchasing games with more action oriented game-play, thus, most games released post Resident Evil 4 in 2005 - have all been horror games sugar coated as action titles, incorporating less tension and more co-op aspects. How can you really feel concerned about being alone and with not much ammo when ammo shortage isn't that big of an issue anymore? I think I could take a breather while Ricky over there on Xbox LIVE deals with those three Hunters running my way and Shaun and Dave have me back if I get into a confrontation with Nemesis.
Yeah. So not scary!
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At the time, it was hard to see things the way others do, but I still knew what she was about. Looking back on it now, though, I can now see that I made the abuse become self-inflicted. Although nobody deserves that kind of ill-treatment, all I had to do was tell her to get to France and then she would not have come back. By allowing her to come back and award her for being a not nice person, this fed her ego all the more. What did I get from it all apart from money problems, insults, heartache and stress? Had she been forbidden from coming back, these subsequent issues would have been prevented. But I believe she believed I was gullible.
Every single time she did come back, it's because I talked her around. This ultimately proved to be a silly and costly cycle, because she would just use me again or be nasty when the friendship between us went downhill. She admitted before she didn't love me, yet I persisted. This is why it's classed as unhealthy to be chasing her, thinking about her or dwelling on things she did. If she wanted to, like you said, she could have easily been a rat and got the police involved. They did call me once. She was just emotionally toying with me. I mean, who the heck asks you to get a bus to their home / area and then not be there when you show up? That was obviously deliberate, because things were arranged and she'd be elsewhere. If she knew I was coming, why did her sister say she was away seeing Mathew? Her mother's partner also insulted me once. He asked me if I was deaf as well as blind.
None of these pointers indicate love. Sometimes, you need to pretend a friend is getting this done to him / her. That way you can think about what you'd tell your friend to do. However, it's maybe easier to give advice rather than accept the tips giving.
Edit: I think censoring words is bad.
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I think I'm agoraphobic, because I feel the same way when I go in public places. Prior to a panic attack I had years ago, I don't remember having the anxiety feelings I do have nowadays. However, I watch and play a lot of horror themed movies and video games, yet they don't really sway me to get anxious.
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My anxiety was so bad once, I was giving beta blockers. The side effects sounded scary, even if they are supposed to be rare occurrences. Rather than take them, I binned them. I also once bought a pill in a sex shop which was sold in a clear bag with no medical information, because I wanted to treat a personal problem I had with sex. The guy in the shop said to dissolve it under the tongue, but I never took that either. Basically, any medicine that will tamper with your mood or blood pressure and comes with zero factual information whatsoever is best avoided. Use natural remedies instead. They're reportedly better!
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Echo is right. I had a social worker involved at one stage. He actually was meant to stop working with me ages ago. When he learned she was back in my life, he stayed in the position longer to monitor things. Oh, he moved to another field of work way last year. He missed out on the PS3 drama completely. Even my mother said for years that she was just a money grabber. It's too bad I had tunnel vision for this atrocity.
She's a nasty one.
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I was diagnosed at 21 and it made things better, in one sense. But I hate being autistic at times. I cannot stop biting my nails and rubbing my face. My 'condition' if you want to call it that, makes it hard for me to mingle with others, autism contemporaries or not. Must be a compulsion. I'm also online all day and often all night. Other than that, I find it a chore going out. After I had a terrible panic attack, I got agoraphobic a bit. When I'm in a busy shop, my face burns up. What's that due to?
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What's that movie called where the guy with autism gets bullied and he gets help to fake his death on a ferry so the bullies feel ashamed? I saw it a long time ago. Remember it being such a good movie.
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I've heard many people talk about this movie. I know it's a classic but I haven't seen it. I know it's famous in pop culture for that 'run Forest, run!' bit and for the opening scene on the bench. Tom Hanks is dynamite too, by the way. He's been in so many Oscar deserving movies. I really enjoyed him in Cast Away. Being all alone on that island and talking to a soccer ball named Wilson for years. He also seems to be a great method actor, having deliberately isolated himself for days to get the feel of being into the character before filming began.
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I still miss her a bit, though.
We first met in 2005 when we were in a charity shop. She suddenly asked me out, which felt kind of odd. After that, when I went to her home to see her, her younger friends would harass me and whisper things to her, in order to to annoy me to try to drive me away. One time she said, her mates were grounded and I could go see her. I went there, but they were there. Because she lied, I never went back. Plus, all she really seemed interested in was my money.
A couple of years later, I went back to see her because my life was lonesome and she was gone. I posted on gumtree.com so hopefully somebody would reply and tell me where she was staying. Her old neighbor from some place said she was told I was looking for her. I also found her family and people who knew her on social media websites, like Bebo and Facebook, but they made out she wasn't interested. I'd even had a support worker pretend he knew her and wind me up in emails. I'm about 90% sure it was him, because he said things that gave himself away, plus he mentioned my support worker's name.
Anyway, I found Laura (my ex) on Facebook in 2011 and we met up again in 2012. She told me she was seeing someone already and that no-one told her I was trying to get in touch, but I persuaded her to leave this man and be with me. So she did. All seemed good thus far, as we asked one another how our lives had been since we split away.
After a week, I went somewhere to play Snooker with my autism group. Laura went with me and after a while, I was playing Pool with her in the area with the American Pool tables and she got in a bad mood.
We went outside and she said I promised to buy her an iPod. So I felt pressured into getting her it, on credit. Then she dumped me but stayed friendly and I lost my DLA because the claim ran out and I wasn't prepared for that at all. She broke that iPod by jamming the charger in the wrong way and I paid money to get it repaired despite the severe damage, even though I was still paying it up on credit until June of 2012. Sooner or later, she'd muck me around again and act nasty, so I broke into her Facebook. She also kept going back to this Mathew guy and some man apparently called Steven (unless she made it up). We also went for a walk once and she told me to wait some place while she went to her pal's house and use the loo. However, she never come back. Eventually, her excuse was that she had fell asleep.
Around August last year, she threatened me with police action. So I mentioned my DLA was returned and she acted nice again. Then I had already used the money on an escort and other stuff, to make myself happy. She hung out with me a while longer despite the fact I leaked this information to her, but she then maliciously said to me on the phone one time that she didn't want to see me again. So I went to her flat to talk to her. She refused me entry and threw a DVD I loaned her to the ground from her bedroom window and it was raining. She swore at me over the intercom, also making a fool of me for wearing glasses. I never hung about with her for months and one time her mother got money from me and paid me back, then asked for twice the amount and I never got it back. I actually seen Laura's family in the street one day I was going to go to her house with a support worker and Laura's mother briefly raged at me.
Then in 2013, around my birthday, we started hanging out again and things were better but far from perfect. I paid her way to the cinema on my birthday because she apparently had no money (again). I went to see a medium for advice in February and she says she doesn't love me. Not that long after this, I got Laura a PlayStation 3 on credit, but this time she was meant to pay half the cost. She took it away home after throwing a fit immediately after we removed it from the box and I never seen it again. Then she come back the following day, but quickly left and said her mother wanted to talk to her in private. Because I have a companion pass for the bus, I offered to go with her, but she made an obvious excuse.
Well, that weekend, she asked me to get her a pizza when we were on Facebook, and go with it to (suggested venue) and I said no, because she refused to give me her cellphone number. So she said to get the pizza, go home and then go back on Facebook to arrange to pick her up. I knew if I went there, she'd not show up. It was actually the same place she had me waiting at before, about a year prior to this. Then she started calling me nasty things again.
I was going to go to the small claims court, but eventually gave up because of the hassle involved. Laura agreed we didn't need to go that far and she promised me she'd visit me. To this day, she still hasn't turned up.
What a tool. Huh? She also called me her 'honey' in Facebook messages, but in person if we fell out, she would act like we were not together.
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I had an ex-girlfriend use me for my money and mistreat me in various ways. I'll post more about it later, as right now I cannot be bothered to list every individual act she committed.
I basically never saw her for several years, but I found her again and got used. I have a condition called PDD-NOS in real life.
My ex was a heartless gold digger!
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She was that and more. But I think it's considered poorly to dwell on it now. After all, she's not worrying about my carcass anyway. Someone who won't respect back but demands respect really are just lost souls. That would be her to the 'T' then. I've not seen her in months. One of her common lies is to say she'll be back to see me, but won't do it unless I pressure her. She only appeared that one time to get her PS3 which was really 'our' PS3. But sigh. Some people never change.