Hi kazzdt and nellie
Thanks for the very interesting links nellie, it's certainly made me think about it!
Reading through the information...my eldest is showing the signs of ADHD and it's what I've thought, for a number of years now. I just need to get a proper diagnosis.
kazzdt, yes I can really relate to the feeling of not being able to control her. I often thought it was me and my supposedly 'bad parental management' etc etc and divorce and domestic violence too, but we have been free of those situations for years now and I had hoped for improvement but there hasn't been any. Some days she can be the best and most thoughtful kid in the world, and yet, other days, I feel like hiding away and tearing my hair out! With her giving out such mixed messages about her personality, I now realise why she doesn't have very many friends. Most kids think she's weird, too boisterous and also labelled as a thief too.
My youngest daughter has been through the mill with her sister too. Being hit and kicked and punched, stabbed with a pair of compasses, stabbed with a pencil, sat on and nearly suffocated. She gets scared too.
I've never been hit by her but she does say some horrible things to me, but when I try and explain how hurt I feel, it seems that she just doesn't listen. It seems like she has no regard for anybody else's feelings or emotions, she does the same things over and over again and she's so impulsive.
I can't believe that it's been 7 years before something has been done about it but...roll on Monday! I just hope they see through everything and she gets the help that she's been crying out for.
Thankyou all for your warm and kind welcome, it's so nice to feel that I'm not alone and that my child isn't just 'naughty'.
I will post again on Monday, when I know the exact score with what's going on and hopefully have some more news.