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i am so sad cause i just found it in 32 year olds ,i am so sad that when i diagnostic this i tell my falmily to get help ,but they doubt me, and when trouble came i try explain , but nobody understand me,make him upset he said he will kill me or slap my face if i not stop explain , cause when i was young i have sytom i heard my father tell me that i sit on my father and hit my head to his chest several time then i can sleep , even when i am first grade ,i can't awareness to study and read the alpheal like a b b.... but luckily after that i found that i have new teacher she help me how to read..... but i still fall first grade.... even i didn't interactive to another femal or male in school and even interactive to my family ,i have one friend not have much friend but i can't interactive to her cause i can't communicative long to her . Even when i grow up, i just finish study 9 nine grade,i can't study higher class , i don't have job too, , i have been miss class and slow awerness and i can't understand non verbal ...... . I fell hopeless anything ,what do i do if my parents past away someday , my parents now over 60 years old thank helping read my words