smiley1590 Report post Posted July 25, 2009 Times there -but seem somewhat FAIR! time comes time goes people come people go my only dearest wish is .... that you were here with me i feel as if you are watching me from afar and how comforting can one person be! remember when you called me 'dear' always in fact! "i love you SO much" you will NEVER actually know how much you mean to me? and how much i want you so that will be to my meaning of enternity and CO so forever and so PLEASE DON'T GO or fade when presented with another day i know you will 'hold on' fight until the end of time and i am SO trul glad you ARE MINE! i'll make you proud -wait and see i will,you'll see i can see you fading .... getting fed up of living ,living life god when you are well and truly ready take you to those blue skies above with good intent and honest love please take good,tender ,gentle care - up there i feel however long you've been with 'us all' it's hard still hard to give up whilst you standing tall! you getting VERY old now! i can feel you saying from afar "carry on ,be strong for one and only LILY!" Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
smiley1590 Report post Posted July 25, 2009 "brave" a courageous witty spirited clever man who sadly i never got to meet died before i was born but in my eyes POV 'true git of inspiration of society' as fought world war 2 my grandad! the brave young man a dad in fact the question is... is he coming back? he fought for our country,believes he came back only though he never met i wish he had but i'm JUST ever SO Glad he was OURS he towers above ' all the rest' in our hearts " our fighting brave soldier is still the BEST"!!! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
something_different Report post Posted July 25, 2009 ahh lovely Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
smiley1590 Report post Posted July 25, 2009 my neice -wrote this when she was little baby she now four years old they soon grow up though! you're amazing growing everyday what else can i say??? you're the best,i've ever had you make my world a 'better place' and i'm ever SO glad! you're 'something different' -to what i've EVER felt! you make my heart 'well and truly melt' i love you more with galore you're features are SO wonderful and i'm SO grateful to have YOU -my neice that's BEST peice of it all YOU shine like a diamond within them all! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
something_different Report post Posted July 25, 2009 love it. what a lovely poem Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
smiley1590 Report post Posted July 25, 2009 my BIGGEST NO1 FAN Nan, i'm your biggest fan and do you know why? because i DON'T want you to leave to say final goodbye when a tear escapes my eye! i'm scared,frightened OK! i just want to say i love you and always will stay that way! i am devoted to you-only you and the things that you say and the things that you do! that makes me laugh or cry... i'm determined NOT to walk out that door and sigh.... when it does come to saying that last goodbye all the PRIDE i'll have inside Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
MOSEY Report post Posted July 25, 2009 These are really moving - from the heart. Your nan must have been very special. Hope your niece enjoys hearing hers!! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
smiley1590 Report post Posted July 25, 2009 even though even though -you were old and very ill i CAN'T let in fully sink in this is finally real i CAN'T believe you are gone from here still i try convince myself it's for the best i hope wish and pray for you-peace and rest i HAVE to accept you are NOT suffering or in pain anymore im glad in a way you were sent straight to god's heaven door because in his world and mind he only chooses the finest the upmost best of course above the rest! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
smiley1590 Report post Posted July 25, 2009 Roses -for my nan who's terminally ill! when i see roses - i think of YOU when i smell roses -i miss YOU when the roses DIE and re-grow grows my love for YOU! love NEVER DIES continues to grow FOREVER MORE! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
smiley1590 Report post Posted July 25, 2009 if i could STOP the time i WOULD make sure the WHOLE world knew YOU were are are MINE if only i COULD hear your voice if only i COULD give you a kiss once more hold your hand told you you was grand! if only i had chance to say ... the final goodbye -not to physically break or cry! i miss you SO MUCH -your friendly,gentle easy touch HOW DO I BEGIN... to prepare myself to 'LET GO'....??? -until forever i have to agree to say 'NO'!!! MAYBE if i COULD STOP the 'ever flowing tears' i get back the growing opportunity to once again replay ... the good,golden sunshine years! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
smiley1590 Report post Posted July 25, 2009 LOVE U,MISS U...!!! it's hard to accept ,you are no longer around to get my feet back on firm solid ground i feel so lost and confused about 'this all' your loss is irreplacable your memory will 'live on' forever more i can hear you saying to me now " don't you DARE cry when i DO walk out that door"! " I LOVE YOU"-MISS YOU without you my heart's see through! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Mandapanda Report post Posted July 27, 2009 Hi Smiley1590 I was really pleased to see these beautiful poems. I have been known to write poems at times of extreme emotion (not as many as you and not as wonderful, so full of loving). It is good to use writing to express your emotion. Keep a notebook at all times in case you feel the urge! It is very humbling to read these. I hope someone loves me that much !! One poem says you can hear her saying "Don't you dare cry when I do walk out the door", this shows that your Nan knew just how much you love her. Thank you for sharing these special words with us. <'> <'> <'> Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
smiley1590 Report post Posted July 27, 2009 i got a big book i write them all down in! lol so don't worry got it on hand when get these words 'jump in my head'! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
smiley1590 Report post Posted July 27, 2009 Remember - deciated in memory of a man -my grandad died of liver cancer at 55 years old , who is close to my heart ,mind and soul touched lives whoever met him personally! sadly not here anymore physically! but missed and loved so much each day! in every way! I remember your 'unique' smile the sweet and tender touch oh,how i love,want and need you so much....! the constant teasing forever .pleasing her,me,them all.... you stood and SHONE SO TALL! while here then you ,it was your time to go you were ready it was right to give you up without a fight pain NO MORE at HEAVEN'S DOOR! god there to meet you personally "Nice to meet ya" our grandad gone -no more always gutted you will be able NEVER to set foot in the door.again. but in our hearts always there look,search,there there......... it's just where we left off from..... NEVER FORGET that sweet ,tender and touch your infectious laugh and ever beaming unique perfect smile the one ,i miss OH SO MUCH! XXX Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
smiley1590 Report post Posted August 6, 2009 "AnGeL's LanD" you're always with me where else could you be??? trying to find the 'right,correct place' you could see down below laugh,smile i'd walk ten thousand grains of sand to hold and touch your hand (one more time!) welcome,but welcome ................................. To what 'we' call now know you're there as -"ANGEL'S LAND!" Losing you Losing You My heart turned black suddenly my mind loses all track time falls back ,stays still trying to fill,but finding it hard to admit NEVER ,WILL! i want to steal why oh why CAN'T any of this be more than just Dream and be FOR REAL! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
