frustration anger due to independance skills!!!

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i tend to rush through my independence living skills try speed things up rush things through fast .... as A.S slows you downand holds you back alot people keep telling i will get there just going to take that 'little bit longer' i get so frustrated angry uptight with myself but now parents are getting angry and frustrated as i think they're personal belief is knock my confidence/esteem lower deeper leave my MH state in tatters/ruins just don't know how to wait .... as want be up there on leader board with my friends my mum says got to stop 'comparing' myself to my friends so hard sound easy but watch their lives crave jealous all adds up it ends up like competition you get so fed up relying on parents for supportn i feel like burden dragging everyone down and they'd be better off without me being around .... i very lost confused about how to turn it around and not let get it to me work ar my own pace i tried for years without grasping and dragging me under! suffocating overwhleming i try do many tasks at once and once my mates mention they've achieved independence skills the jealous bitterness /rage inside builds up! i don't let them know but does get to me alot! think about independance all time scary anxious mountain ahead grrr....

 

anyone parent or A.S been there done it may have personal advice /tips etc ???

 

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