A-S warrior

sounds like facebook has you all by the nuts, the internet is a cretion of the devil and it will be the cause of humans demise. its brain washed you all into thinking you cant live without it. i dont do anything else on the internet apart from this, helping pepole become more positive, thats it. ive only been using computers for 4 months, and ive been fine. got through 3 years of college without one, passed with distinctions etc. never even been on facebook and never will, ever! ive had so many beautiful women ask me, hey you on facebook? i want to get to know you better. and im like sorry love as fit as you are i wont ever sell my soul to facebook. facebook needs to be deytroyed as soon as possible. if you agree with me then terminate your accounts and win against the machine. we are the superior species, not computers. lets bring back our indipendence, lets go back to the way life was in the 50,s and 60,s when children wernt spoiled brats and pepole werent money grabbing souless ######! i just wana go to facebook head office with a sledgehammer and smash the office up, go to the creator and say give all the money you,ve made from facebook to charity you greedy ######. right before i blow a fuse rant over! ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

i knew i had something wrong with me as a child when this advert made me want to punch my self in the head and go SHUT UP!!!!!!!! that guy singing grrrrrrrrr, just gave me the urge to kill!!!

dedication for ones hoobys, i ran out of time in the gym tonight, i had one more exersise to do. it was a leg session and i really wanted to to that last exersise to really fry my quads, so i was like hmmmmm. went out to the car park grabed onto a lamp post and did sissy squats (no there not the type of squats your immagoning you have to be really bendy and flexable to do them). it was dark pouring with rain and pepole were stairing at me and passing judgement. i was just thinking to myself, well you dont have the pump in your quads that ive got you fat lazy pepole. i get very big headed during a workout as ones testosterone levels rocket up and it makes you a jerk, im all earthly and humble after 20 or so mins so its all good. anyway this can transulate into other hobbys for an a-s sufferer, you wont quit until your satisfied, so with this trate that most on here seem to have, is it safe to say that this is a huge advantage compaired to the average person? most non a-s sufferes i know always chicken out of most things and say ahhhh i,ll just i,ll call it a day and have a beer. or ahhhh pack up the telescope i cant find any stars tonight i think i,ll have a beer. or mmmmmm ive been working to hard today i wont go to chess club tonight i,ll just stay at home and have a beer. see but with a-s pepole we always put hobbies first and not give up on any given day.

no its not, its the world becoming lazy and letting computers take over. the negatives outweigh the possitives by a long margin im affraid.

dont think so much and chiiiilllll, thats what having friends is all about. if there friends that dont treat you well then there not worth it. rember there lucky to be friends with you.

the show is a crime against humanity, just because one has a disability doesnt mean that they arnt a beautiful person in there own right, its just cheap tv. all i can say is ###### you channel 4

what? your such a douce bag, you,ve only been here 7 or 8 months and you,ve already posted nearly 2000 pices of pointless ######. just sit in your room with the lights off and dont speak because nothing you say has any substance or relivence. lol easier on the internet until you bump into a troll, only joking darkshine

is that a real condition? lol

entry no. 3 my cousin and his love affair with the jager bombs. ok june 2011 now, me and my cousin jet off to spain for my uncles 40th birthday, so its me, the cuz and my uncle. we get there and we are greeted with 40 degree heat. anyway cut a long story short, my cousin the night before got very drunk and layed off the alchool for most of the day, he diddnt apply sun cream and was badly burnt. so we hit a bar, its early evening its getting nice and cool im feeling great, got an awsome tan and was wearing a white t shirt (witch made my tan look better) and my arms looked nice and pumped up, and had a nice haircut. (this was one of those times were everything about you flows together and your glad to be you) my cousin on the other hand was so so red he looked like postbox, and every move he made was agony. so dehydrated he orders a glass of water, good move so far. then the barman trys to tempt him into something stronger, im like oh here we go, but not even i was ready for what he was about to order, the barman says vodka and orange is good for sun burn, so we order the round, i say lime cider please, uncle orders somekind of beer then my cousin says jager bomb please, bear in mind this is what pepole drink after a few pints on a heavy night, and usually only 1 or 2. he downs that one then hes strait to the bar for another 1. downs that 1 and then another. so picture this, he,s sunburnt, severly dehydrated and now necking jager bombs. oh and he hasnt eaten all day, then to another bar and his jager bomb cruise continues, until the barmaid refuses to serve him. so now were calling it a night, cousin necked 15 jager bombs in total and is wasted, im half buzzed but i was eating like 4 times a day in resturants and cooking food at the villa as well. and uncle is so used to alchool consumption hes no different. we get back to the villa, and i shed a tear as i was missing my girlfriend at the time and it was so quiet at that time of day all you could here was crickets. but my tears soon turned to laughter, all of a sudden i hear BLAAAAAAAHHH!!!!! splat. i was like what was that? then i hear it again and i was like uh oh thats my cousin blowing chunks, my uncle is laughing histerically at him and so am i. it went on for hours blaaaaaaaaaaah! ahhhuurahhhh! splat. the sounds he was making was so funny. and it was all tile flooring so the splat of the chunks on the tiles echoed throughout the villa. this carryed on till 7am until he eventually collapsed by the toilet. i got up at 10 am and had to make my breakfast, and were not talking frosties and toast, i have epic bodybuilding breakfasts. i was making an egg white omlette 6 whites 4 whole, with 3 chicken breasts and 2 bowls of oatmeal. im eating all this on the dinning table, and about 2 foot away from me my cousin is lying in his collapesd state by the toilet, (the kitchen and the toilet were next to each other) and hes stairing at me not looking very happy, and i just say jager bomb? pretty pointless post that will mean nothing to the person reading it but it killed 10 mins for me and brought back some found memoerys. will be back soon with more real life storys.

journed to far perhaps? as it seems ive reached the end of the universe, oops better head for home, see you next time!

here i go again, lift off! ok first stop, ive been in space now for 3 weeks and found this planet, so i had to land and take a peek. it could have life but its too cold to take a look, back in the ship i go. another earth like planet, i did happen to notice splashes in the water, would i dream of pan frying an alien fish? i will add the tempreture was like a late british april. i was tempted to land on this planet, but with that blue supergiant star as its sun i thought otherwise, that star was 8,000,000 times the size of the sun and 10,000,000 times hotter. this planet had me so exited i had to fire a camera pod into the water, i left that planet happy with this picture and journeyed on

(talking as a son) (i have aspergers but the point translates with adhd) first of all never give in no matter what. if my mother gave up on me i would probably not be here. there was no complicated approach on my mothers part, just good old fashioned mothering and never giving in. be strong, be soild, be brave. and your son will pick up on this. i speak from memory, when i saw my mother at her strongest i felt secure and able to talk to her about what was troubling me, instead of breaking doors and punching holes in the wall. i lashed out when i couldnt explain what i was feeling inside and when i saw my mother at her weakest, i felt helpless and reacted in the only way i knew how, its the same when a baby cries becuse its hungry or thirsty, it cant explain its self so it cries, it was simular with me. your son needs a soild foundation of routine, and a strong family backing him up, its not easy but having a child with a-s adhd or asd but it can be extremally rewarding in the long run when you see what they overcome and achieve. i quite often run my mouth on here about how great i am and how superior i am and how indipendent i am, how i dont need no one, but between you and me i would never of made it this far and have so much belief in myself if my mother threw the towel in. stick it out now and in 20 years you,ll have a son thats unstopable in his success. it might even sooner.

post a video on youtube advertising yourself, bound to be some reasponse. be careful though, its a tough world over there, make sure your feeling thick skinned and confident if your going to do it.

well talking as a son, apparentley i was very hostile as a baby and toddler, i would pull away when my mum tried to hug me, and still do to this day. i have never hugged or kissed my mother, even when me and my girlfriend split and i was heart broken. ive never been close to immediate family. and when i was ill i wouldnt make a fuss. my mum tells me once when i had a stomach virus i just woke up, walked calmly to the toilet, did my buisness and walked quielty back to bed without a fuss, and i was 5 years old! so i was always slightly special compaired to most young children. i was quiet, hostile and indipendent. but very isolated, and from the ages of 2 to 10 very slow to devolop mentally. i diddnt say my first word until i was 3, had a dummy till 5, was a fan of thomas the tank until 11. then got to 13 and suddenly whoooooosh! fully grown man. i think main stream high school was the rocket up the ass i needed. how did i turn that into a mini life story? ahhhhhhh! im so me, me, me these days.

i wonder why pepole dont eat the crusts of pizzas

well, it can get worse in your own mind because as you get older your exposed to alot more in life and you become alot more aware of it. my sister forinstance, went through childhood absolutley fine and when she made it to about 22 she then started to struggle. shes 27 now and acts like a teenager because she cant cope, shes living with her boyfriend and is also struggleing to understand pepole at work. shes not diagnosed but i have a-s and these things tend to run in the family. but yeah it doesnt get worse, you just become more aware of it. for me its improved but i was diagnosed at 5 years old, so ive had a lifetime of battles.

could you post that up? i think it would go well with the topic.

as always a good in depth post, im gainimg alot of respect for you, espeshilly with the amount you,ve done in your life, even with your a-s.

lol you,ve come along way champ.

hope its a good weekend, and hope he enjoyed his birthday

i will add this is my brief intro, i will go more in depth with individuals. and talk with you all. i know everybody is different so this is my disclaimer.

nothing is harder for an a-s suffer to cope with than change. and hopefully i can help some of you out there in dealing with change. ok your all set in a nice comfortable routine and then wham! it all turns upside down. how do i cope? first of all change is good! without change we would still be eating twigs and berries in a wilderness somewere and starting fires with bits of wood and stones. as hard as it is to cope with and understand, change for an a-s suffer is actully your best friend. if i never changed i would still behave the same way i did when i was 10, being isolated, angry, throwing things in anger, not talking etc etc. i would probably be in prison by now. reccently i went through a break up with the love of my life, and as hard as this was, it was clear she was not ment to be my wife, as much as we loved each other and as perfect as the relationship was from start to finish, it wasnt ment to be. my futre wife is out there somewere waiting for me (yes im one of those guys lol) although this was a bad change for me i looked at it in another way, it brought me much closer to my familly, im helping pepole out and improving there lives i.e my fathers alchool problem, and im seeing my best friend again, who i havent seen since early 2002. so my point is, change wether good or bad, it is going to happen. you have to adapt to change, i know this is hard but you have to embrace change to get the most in life. time stands still for no man, everything changes, the world, the universe, the galaxy, the stars, other planets, everything. nothing is exempt from change. and nothing lasts forever. not even earth. you do have to try and not wallow in comfort zones, to cope in this life you have to move with the times. its hard enough for you because you have aspergers, so dont make it harder by not at least trying to challange yourself. there maybe times were you dont want things to change and this applys to all pepole, and this maybe a loved one dying, losing a house, getting very ill, or going bankrupt. but my response to that is this, a man is not measured by how he thrives during success, its how he bounces back from defeat that matters. going through tough changes like these sculpt our personalitys and lifestyles. good can come out of everything. change=challanges, challanges=development, development=wisdom. so change+challanges+development+wisdom= a very happy well devolped you, and a person ready for any change that may lie ahead. how do you start? by at least saying to yourself, i want to change. its not easy as a-s suffers have alot of barriers up with this kind of thing. but when you feel yourself slipping into a comfort zone that you know is bad, quietly say to yourself, i want to change. take baby steps with it, but never give up. its up to you now slick, i want to change, do you?

ok ok, time for the troll police to shut this down, i dont want another good thread to be locked due to an internet war. back on topic pepole!

there you go i fixed that for you

ahha! would you look at that, 103 replys, ive been through the list and this is the longest topic in 8 years, in this section of the forum. woooooop woooooop! ya darkshine no one likes a show off be humble like me.