SensitiveSoul

Have decided to change my cover photo to say more about me and what I like, and also wanted a picture that would make me feel happy when I saw it

I am in so much pain!!! I dread to think what I'm going to look like trying to walk round work tomorrow!!

I am in such a fabuolous mood today that it's scary!! I've been walking around work annoying the kids with my seriously out of tune singing! I don't know who this person is that's taklen me over and what they've done with Sonia!

I am proper losing my voice - at this rate I won't have one left by the morning!!

I am so totally fed up of coughing and nose blowing! I wish this cold would do one because I've well and truly had enough of it!!

I am such an idiot! I can't seem to get anything right!

I feel like ###### - I hate colds!!

I feel like I'm doing really well this week. I'm handling things a lot better than I have been and I feel proud of myself for it. It's actually making me feel gutted I'm not seeing my therapist to tell her about it. I don't often feel proud of myself so I know I've done good and I kind of feel like shouting it from the rooftops!

I feel like one very messed up young lady right now!!!!!

I feel sooo tired and my head really hurts - roll on a new day!

I fell asleep without meaning to and have just woken up. I've got a horrible headache and want to go back to sleep!

I got the best of both worlds tonight. Got a great view of some fireworks, without being close enough to be too bothered by the noise I only freaked a couple of times when the bangs got a bit loud for my liking (the hands went to the ears once but only for a split second), however nothing like usual. My best bonfire night experience in years! Thanks Dawnie Owen for having me over - our chat really helped too. I always enjoy spending time with you

I have had a brilliant day! Sitting on the beach in the sun with a great friend was just perfect The sun, sea and sand were so soothing and relaxing I could have been on holiday!

I have had the most amazing day with Elaine Nicholson and Robert Mann. It's been perfect - more than I could ever have dreamed of! I'm so gutted to have had to say goodbye and to go home tomorrow because Elaine is truly amazing and I'm totally privileged to have her in my life

I have to try and keep being positive so I've got rid of the last status update because quite frankly there is nothing wrong with me as I am, and I should not have to 'learn to act normal', and yes life can be a ######, but I can fight back!

I looked after my gorgeous niece again today, and managed really well again. I love her so much!

I love my new phone so much!

I must have done something really bad to deserve to have everything I know and rely on to crash down around me quite so spectacularly! I just really need some continuity and structure back. I've never felt so lost in my life!!!!!!!!!

I rather stupidly tripped over my dressing gown on the floor and landed with by big toe bent under and all my weight on it - ouch! That'll teach me to leave clothes lying around on the floor!

I still have a voice - well half of one anyway lol I'm just glad it hasn't gone completely!

I think I need to chill out. I'm starting to feel overwhelmed by what I want to try and achieve and am going into meltdown mode and really can't think straight. I need to try and get myself to think of 'one step at a time' so I don't get so overwhelmed!

I thought I was angry yesterday, but compared to today that was nothing! The people I need to listen to me the most just aren't listening. The one who is listening really doesn't understand! In her words telling me about having Asperger's is 'the worst thing she ever did' because before then I wasn't a person with Asperger's and I have apparently 'made myself into someone with Asperger's' and should be 'trying to act differently and do normal things'! the level of ignorance is astounding!

I took a huge step today and should be really happy, but instead I sobbed my heart out in the car on the way home from work because I feel really sad and am full of fear!

I very rarely say this but I'm actually really proud of myself

I want to be able to cope. I want to prove to myself more than anything that I can. I just feel so sad, and I don't want to be sad - I want to be able to smile fondly and look forward.