A mums cry

[mygifts1306]

I did not know anything, anything at all about Aspergers Syndrome

THe only syndrome i have heard about was Downs

My little boy was fine, he had colic as a baby

He had beautiful brown eyes and lovely curls

Life went on, He went to nursery at 13 months,

so he can play with others, I was told he is doing great,

always smiling...

 

and then he started nursery, oh my goodness

He was always on the run

but i thought, he is a boy and boys runs

he did not stop, he stopped napping at 18 months

He hated the push chair, he hated cuddles ( i must have looked like a refridgerator mom)

 

 

and primary one came, he was the youngest in the year

and yet the naugtiest in the year

kicking, punching, pushing all at once

I cried umpteen times, What is this

who is this child, I cried and cried and nearly sunk into a nervous breakdown

I went to see my gp, and cried and cried some more

"what have i done to deserve this"

 

 

Primary two much the same, he was called bad boy by others

 

 

It pains me, I wish I could make him better, and i realise i cant, he will always be what he is

 

 

these are few verses for all mums out there, It does get a little easier, you do grieve, as you had hopes of your child

going to university, getting married, its not perfection, is it,

 

 

thanks for reading

 

I wish that i could take my worries and put them in a bag...

Edited February 9, 2010 by mygifts1306

[KezT]

I cried umpteen times, What is this

who is this child, I cried and cried and nearly sunk into a nervous breakdown

I went to see my gp, and cried and cried some more

"what have i done to deserve this"

 

I cried again reading this.

 

I love my DS so much, but sometimes I wonder where all that anger comes from - and I cry for what I expected him tand our life o be.....

[baranigirl]

made me cry too xx

[mygifts1306]

didnt mean to make you cry, I love my Ds more than anything in the world, and i dont know where the unhappiness is coming from

I wish and hope that maybe one day i will crack the code

 

Sorry guys.

 

x