Posted 23 December 2006 - 08:37 AM
Posted 30 December 2006 - 12:26 PM
Posted 30 December 2006 - 10:45 PM
ASD is a possibility, but it sounds like the priority needs to be getting you stabilised for the moment.
I think you need to go back to your doctor ASAP, as an emergency. Take someone with you who can help explain what is happening.
It's no wonder you feel exhausted when you are feeling this way. It's important you get some help.
Posted 31 December 2006 - 12:59 AM
I agree with Tally that you need to get some help straight away. Can your mother and sister help by coming with you to your GP or local hospital? You could print out what you have posted here to help explain what's going on.
Posted 02 January 2007 - 12:22 PM
Posted 02 January 2007 - 03:31 PM
My sister has told me to go to A and E iand get seen that way but my phobia is so bad i t is really making things worse but i know I have to go and try and explain.
Edited by florrie, 02 January 2007 - 07:03 PM.
Posted 04 January 2007 - 08:33 AM
Ijust can't understand why they didn't measure my brain for activity with eeg or send me to psychaitrist I feel really distressed, everything is completely chaotic as i can't cope and
MY Gp is on holday until the 20th i have no others I can see i was struck the last practice after sucide attempt when on seroxat and manic behaviour one doctor who i'd never seen but head of practice said i was attempting suicide to harm doctors and this predjudice has followed me, my gp will not accept my asd dx ( iexpect they think i did it to harm doctors) my last gp blocked my referalls to people who would help including my son's psychologist so i couldn't see him any more i felt like thumping him although i wouldn't,my anger is all internallised which is why ifeel so illprobably.
some of my problems have arisen becaue i'm under threat of losing benefits and i can't get down to the job centre due to phobia, my dla has run out and my ex partner has been too stressed with my difficulties and work to help and so haven't been able to renew it, and the dx criteria for generlised anxiety disorder is worry about non existent things, which i don't feel my things are non existent.
THe seroxat was also considered tohave damaged my brain at the time and i've been left with residual stuff which difficult to pick from asd which i know i had before as ihad hyperlexia although hyperlexia is now considered not an asd but has asd symtpoms.
this is really rambly because of all the detail i go into to try and explain things. and also because i was trying to find out things to help but I still feel really unwell. perhaps some people especaily boys with asd externalise there anger with behaviour problems, but if it is internalised it causes more mental health probs but ifeel agitated and frustrated and it is reallly bad and feels awful
Edited by florrie, 04 January 2007 - 09:17 AM.
Posted 04 January 2007 - 11:10 AM
I hope you can get the help you so badly need. I fully identify with how you reacted in the hospital and with how you internalise your anger.
Posted 05 January 2007 - 06:21 AM
I'm begining to wonder if food allergies are making me worse because i am a lot better mentally if i stick to very restricted diet,but then that becomes an obsession too and i believe the more i restict the more i'll improve, and i've eaten gluten and dairy foods recently in the last two months. I'm going to try cutting that all out again. Iknow it doesn't seem to be recognised by medical profession, I don't know why
Edited by florrie, 05 January 2007 - 03:38 PM.
Posted 16 June 2009 - 11:38 AM
SSRI was too strong for me when I was medicated. However it may good for some patients. So, it is really difficult
which meds are good for us. I just try one or two days and see what's happens even if they(here in Japan, University hospital)
psychiatrists give us one month from the beginning. It is dark side of the reality of medication here in Japan at University hospital.
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