bringing up your three is one of the hardest jobs in the world, but i understand how you feel i often wanted something outsiede of the caring role and family life especailly when my 3 were small life seems to swallow you up in children and housework.It does get a little easier when there older there's little bits of escape i try and do something for me 2 or 3 times a week when the children are in school.
Good luckfor you and your boys take care
Rachel xx