having a bad day

[pingu]

Hi all. I have become somewhat of a reculse, be it to my own mind. i cant say anything of my circumstances, i cant go anywhere see anyone or have a normal life. and i am not allowed to say anything about that either... so the details i'll appriciate are a bit hazy.. anyway i just wanted to admit, more to myself than anything that im having a bad day. i dont expect anyone to sympathise, actually i dont need sympathy i need a good hard slap. i need what life cant give me right now.. but alas its all in my mind isnt it? ....... Cos on the .outside. i'm doing just fine. most importantly the kids are happy. and thats what its all about isnt it? putting on a brave face each day for the sake of the people we brought into this world.

 

i'm going now. i hope everyone else has a good day.

 

Meus.. aka 'jason' aka 'MyWorld' aka Shaz On behalf of meus universitas. < planet 'me'

 

[pookie170]

Hope you're feeling a bit better, pingu.

[Clare63]

<'> <'> <'>

 

Take care Hun

 

Clare x x x

[lynne]

 

 

 

Hi Pingu,

 

Sending you a cyber slap

 

Hope it helps

 

nice to hear from you take care

 

 

[hev]

hope you feeling a bit better xxxxx

[Kathryn]

Glad your children are doing OK pingu, hope tomorrow is better for you.

 

K x

[Enid]

Hope today is better. <'> <'> , Enid

[pingu]

wrote for my son.

 

I Am Not Stupid

 

 

I am not stupid

please do not speak to me as so

I'm not deprived

I like my world

I am not unfeeling

Things do matter

I am not ungrateful

I just struggle with the rules

I am not unkind

Just mis-understood

I'm not wearing a mask

I hide behind nothing

I do love and care

I just do it in my own way

Don?t judge me

just accept me

In my own right, I will always be me

In my own space I will always be free

Don?t Judge me

Just accept me

For who I am

 

(just thought id share)