pingu Report post Posted January 12, 2009 Hi all. I have become somewhat of a reculse, be it to my own mind. i cant say anything of my circumstances, i cant go anywhere see anyone or have a normal life. and i am not allowed to say anything about that either... so the details i'll appriciate are a bit hazy.. anyway i just wanted to admit, more to myself than anything that im having a bad day. i dont expect anyone to sympathise, actually i dont need sympathy i need a good hard slap. i need what life cant give me right now.. but alas its all in my mind isnt it? ....... Cos on the .outside. i'm doing just fine. most importantly the kids are happy. and thats what its all about isnt it? putting on a brave face each day for the sake of the people we brought into this world. i'm going now. i hope everyone else has a good day. Meus.. aka 'jason' aka 'MyWorld' aka Shaz On behalf of meus universitas. < planet 'me' Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
pookie170 Report post Posted January 12, 2009 Hope you're feeling a bit better, pingu. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Clare63 Report post Posted January 12, 2009 <'> <'> <'> Take care Hun Clare x x x Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
lynne Report post Posted January 12, 2009 Hi Pingu, Sending you a cyber slap Hope it helps nice to hear from you take care Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
hev Report post Posted January 12, 2009 hope you feeling a bit better xxxxx Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kathryn Report post Posted January 12, 2009 Glad your children are doing OK pingu, hope tomorrow is better for you. K x Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Enid Report post Posted January 13, 2009 Hope today is better. <'> <'> , Enid Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
pingu Report post Posted January 17, 2009 wrote for my son. I Am Not Stupid I am not stupid please do not speak to me as so I'm not deprived I like my world I am not unfeeling Things do matter I am not ungrateful I just struggle with the rules I am not unkind Just mis-understood I'm not wearing a mask I hide behind nothing I do love and care I just do it in my own way Don?t judge me just accept me In my own right, I will always be me In my own space I will always be free Don?t Judge me Just accept me For who I am (just thought id share) Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites