lizzy-wilson

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Can kinda put up with hugs!!! Only if i like the person! Thank you for replying. Still rather fed up today. Heyho life goes on.

Can kinda put up with hugs!!! Only if i like the person! Thank you for replying. Still rather fed up today. Heyho life goes on.

Hello! Welcome. I'm not great with mixing with other people. I left school this time...still haven't got a clue what I want to do!

Long time no speak.. Really, where do I start?! Very, very stressed at work this week (I need a holiday) So much going on...which is great...just getting stupidly busy...which is not so. At the minute, I feel like walking, I love working where I am and I love the people, just times like today shows I'm not good under pressure. And to top it all off my father has peed me off big time, I thought we were getting somewhere last night and then my step-mum goes and sticks her nose in. Arhhhhh!!!!!! I really want to tell him some home truths but I know that he will end me as he always does and has done to my mother in the past; I have so much to say to him but don't have the confidence too...and am scared as to what he would say; I want to still have a relationship with him but when he and she do things or say things is when they push me away even more. When he left 11 years..no 12 years ago, it was like he stopped being a father to me and my sisters and brother but became a father to his step-kids; My brother-in-law (My elder sisters husband) was more like a father to me as he was (Still is to a certain extent) He and my sister would take me off places and do things with me to give my mother a break and to get me out, as I was four when my father left, I didn't really know what was going on. So I am very great -full to my brother-in-law for all he did when I was little. You know people say how the 'look up' to their dads, well, I can say, I didn't look and still don't but I looked up to my brother-in-law. It's the first time since 1986 that my mother hasn't had to send any of us off to school in September! I know that some parents have it easy and some have it tough and I know my mum has defiantly had it tough..very tough. My brother went through hell and my sister...and then me. I want to say, how very proud of her I am and I'm sure the rest of us (My sister x2 and brother) would agree. Thank You Mum!!!!! You've made it through 20 odd years of us and survived!!! I can't say it to her face to face as I'm not good with emotion, But I love you very much!!! Your the best!! Hey ho, I just wanted to get some of it off my chest. I get so lonely sometimes and really want to meet someone who understands me and would take me for who I am...just wish it would hurry up. Anyway, I shall leave you all in peace!

..Been ages since I've been on here. Quite a bits happened..can't remember much though! I started my apprenticeship at my dads place, fourth week in and going OK. Got two days off this week, today was my first, as I had a holiday booked off a couple of weeks back but got called into work as my boss had been signed off for three weeks. Anyway, where was I... my wonderful father has been a complete and utter tool...he's to busy 'socializing' to spend anytime with his daughter. Arrhh, I'm probably not going to see him till next pigging Saturday now as he's too 'busy'. Oh I don't know, just wanted to get it off my chest. Got a gig down in Clitheroe this Saturday, which should be good! Anyway, I shall leave you in peace now.

Classic song!

I Heard it through the grapevine. Brilliant song...have you heard Michael McDonald version of it? It's just as good!

Hate dark chocolate! Can't stand it! My dad owns a chocolate factory and even the smell of it...Hate it!

Hello

We have just had our last gig of the season today, it was for a local charity..FANTASTIC...we had our own stage, I had my own platform!! It was Brilliant. Tired now after nearly two months of doing gigs every weekend!...Roll on next season!

Hahah!! Sorry!!!

Thanks!!! Can't believe I did that!!!!

What an absolute twit I am. I was just thinking the other day that I thought I had ordered some DVD's off amazon and it was strange that they hadn't come...just about to buy something now and it sent me a message saying that there two other things in my basket...I forgot to buy it! !!! I do worry about myself!! Useless bit of information for you but hey ho!

Oh..there are loads, one in particular is called 'Dancin' away with my heart' I absolutely love that song!!

Oh my goodness yes!!!! Very good looking singer lead singer!!!

This week is going to be tough...this time last year my brother-in-law's mother died. I was quite close to her as she took me and her grandson out through the summer holidays. It effected me more than I thought. It happened very suddenly...we found out she had cancer on the Monday and she died on the Thursday. She hadn't told anyone she was ill, her family found out from the doctor on the Monday. I don't know why it effected me as much as it did as I wasn't proper family. She died 6 weeks before my sisters wedding..my brother-in-law's dad said it was the worst day of his life to be at his son's wedding and his wife wasn't there by his side.... ..I'm going to have to stop writing now as I've got tears in my eyes.. Sorry..bit of a depressing thing to write about..but it's kinda helped...

Just seen Lady Antebellum in Manchester. One of the best bands I've ever seen!!! Absolutely AWESOME!!! ...just had to tell someone!!! Sorry..still excited!

Hi. Welcome. I've been on here nearly a month and everyone is really friendly and helpful . I'm here if you ever want to talk to someone!

Music is such a big part in my life now. I have loads of music and I'll listen to anything. I thought it might be interesting to find out what people's favorite song is. Mine is....Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved. I love it! But there are so many to choose from...my iTunes library has over 2000 songs!

darkshine --- Absolutely brilliant! completely forgot about that!

A-S warrior -- :lol: :lol: !!!!!!

Extremely tight throat, struggle to breathe, my hands get cramp. Worse feeling in the world!

I hate panic attacks...I wouldn't wish them on my own worse enemy. A couple of years back I found this thing on the Internet, it's called Panic Away. It's set up by an Irish guy...can't remember his name...but it worked, there were about 5 coping methods. It cost a bit but it worked and if I'm feel a panic attack comeing on, I use one of the methods 'the 21 second method'. My panic attacks are set off by people being ill, or talking about being ill. If someone's been sick, I can't go near them for at least a week...it's worse when my nieces are ill. Another thing is thunder & lightning. Can't stand it but I'm getting better with it. Oh...and another thing is anything new that's happening or I get stressed which then leads into a panic attack.

Ha ha!!! I think you could come up with loads! (cant blumming think of anything now!)