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phantom sneeze

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  1. When I'm upset I just pop a few of my PRNs and chill out man.
  2. You need to show how much your needs have escalated and continue to cause your problems especially the self harm and suicide attempts, you need to demonstrate that when you are feeling depressed you need watching over incase you do something silly. If you are on medication you need your partner to physically give it too you to make sure you take it then too put it away back in the safe otherwise you would be at risk of taking them all, make clear you have done this is the past, ect. You can't catch a bus alone because it rises your anxieties to such a level if somebody was to sit next to you you would be unable to ask them to move when its your stop resulting in you stopping on the bus and getting lost. My friend has BPD and he receives middle rate care for the BPD alone but you have to word the form right.
  3. When I was at school the learning support assistant used to do my writing for me in class.
  4. Doesn't necessary mean they'll be diagnosing you with anything at this time just discussing your current symtoms, for bipolar you need at least two depressive episodes plus two hypermanic / manic episodes. They might be looking back and seeing if you've shown the symtoms and if you were present with them talking openly it might upset you.
  5. Is the BPD a recent diagnoses or was it included in your first DLA application which resulted in you getting both awards?
  6. Isn't it not possible to get some large incontinence pads and strap one on him with a adult romper suit thats fastens from the back with a zipper, that way everything is contained. I've seen them on the internet for people with various disabilities who have smearing problems.
  7. Yow Yow Yow mofos I'm a absolute devil when I'm on the vodka yeah you get me. My drinking friend and myself always end up flighting, innit. This one time we where drinking all night and wanted some more vodka at 8am in the morning so walked to Asda and ended up fighting in the supermarket, the police was called and we were both arrested innit man. That was properly the worst I've ever been on it, innit.
  8. You can't polish a poo as my mother used to say.
  9. Yow whats up innit. I think if you change the definition of disabled how long would it take before the word becomes another prejudiced word like some words back in the 80s, yeah you get me?
  10. Yow whats up dawg! Is it normal for people on the spectrum to lack emotions like compassion and love because I don't think I have these qualities, you get me. I've put my mother through hell recently with my kleptomania flaring up and stealing all her jewellery and I had to watch her cry her eyes out when she found out, innit, but I had no sense of guilt, no nothing. I stood there and called her some horrible names, my intension was to hurt her but I don't feel anything. Is this somewhat common for people on the spectrum, to lack emotions yeah you get me!!!!
  11. Yow whats up dawg. When I was in one particular psychiatric unit it actually felt like being in jail, you get m. I was there on a section 2 and things have got far worse (as if they weren't already bad enough).orst thing is staff are so overstretched, they have no time to talk with you. Doors to the ward are kept permanently locked. No belts, not even dressing gown belts, no polythene bags, aerosols and so on yeah you get me. Toiletries are kept locked up so you have to request them and staff keep your mobile phone charger, innit. Staff have to take you out for a smoke but they never seem to have the time to do it. Only 3 scheduled 'cigarette runs' per day if you are lucky. They didn't listen to what I said in ward rounds, medication was prescribed without my preferences or my needs taken into account and if I refused, I was taken to the seclusion room to be injected. If you don't calm down immediately, you are locked in there until you do. Windows on the ward only open about 4 inches so the heat is unbearable. Most of the staff have an attitude problem that is far worse than the patients who are really ill. I heard the ward manager storm into a public area on the ward and snap that the patients were pissing her off. She was so rushed off her feet that she never had a good word to say to anyone and was constantly stressed and harassed and impatient and angry with everyone, including her staff. If you don't drink, you can't go far a smoke, if you don't eat, you can't go for a smoke, if you don't take your meds, you can't go for a smoke, if you shout, you can't go for a smoke, infect if you don't 'behave' like a well person, you are forbidden a cigarette. My smoking needs were supposed to be assessed when I arrived on the ward and I was supposed to be offered nicotine replacement therapy... Not even mentioned when I arrived. There were notices up inviting you to fill in a patient survey, I asked for one and nobody could even find one for me. I had to ask several times in order to get my phone charged each time it required it, I could be using the toilet and a member of staff would unlock the toilet door from the outside and walk in. I could go on and on and on, I am so upset once again by my experiences, I would be terrified to tell a professional if I felt suicidal incase I end up back there.
  12. Right I'm in a little bit of a predicament with my ESA application, innit you get me! i've been on incapacity benefit since leaving school at 17 yeah and at the time had absolutely no problems in obtaining the benefit because I was in receipt of high rate DLA so I was fast tracked through the process and awarded incapacity benefit without the medical, yeah you following innit. I suffer badly from ASD and associated social issues plus a varied array of mental health problems which only got diagnosed while remanded in prison, innit! So come out of prison after doing my sentence and losing my DLA I applied for employment support allowance yeah and at the medical thing which was a joke I only scored 6 measly points with all the disabilities I have so was quite frankly gobsmacked so rightly or wrongly I kicked off at the job centre yeah you get me, and got arrested again so had to do another 28 days of my sentence having broke my licence conditions, innit. I have this uncontrollable anger in me sometimes which is apart of my antisocial personality disorder yeah you get me!!!!!! So my question I've burned all my bridges with my family and apart from my posy I'm all alone yeah you get me, I havent't got anybody to support with the ESA forums or come with me to the medical. Probation can't help and I'm not allowed to be alone with women so citizens advice is out the question....... Who can help me with the forum because I'm nearly illiterate yeah...... Have you got ESA while attending alone?
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