hev

sorry im late,ive been to so many parties but ive managed to fit you in!!i will have a large baileys and can the DJ play im in the mood for dancing cos i am!!cheers everyone

steve is 12 and desperately wants me to leave him on his own for a few hours while i go into town,i did it yesterday and he was fine but my nerves were in tatters!!i took my mobile,i know he wouldnt touch cooker,hes not a danger to himself when hes on his own but i just feel very uneasy about it,he so wants to be treated the same as other kids his age,i am so used to worrying about and protecting him im wondering if im holding him back,how do you handle this?

number one!!it must have beat westlife then,when i was young(many years ago!!)i used to never miss the top 40,it was the highlight of my week,now the highlight of my week is steve going to bed

as long as you dont post anything which you will cringe about when sober happy hangover

thanks smiley,im def not doing any now you have said its bad for my health,thats all the encouragement i needed to lay on the sofa!!

lovely to hear good news,im really pleased for you both

this post made me laugh as i was sitting at the computer and house is terrible,if someone came in they would think ive been burgled,told steve not to answer the door at any costs!!partner is very good,he does most of it,thats the main reason im letting him stay

i get very confused with all the omega numbers!im going to try steve on the tescos brand,i hope it works by monday though,im at the end of my tether,im going to complain to the manufactures if it dont!!

that made me laugh,wonder how many other parents hit the tele as well when they saw him!!

im always enquiring about anger management as that is my sons biggest problem,have asked cahms,docs,school but nothing seems to be there for him

im probably sounding stupid but who is ian jordan and why was he on television?

hello bev,how is R today,ok i hope,im not really good at giving advice but i am thinking of you both,take care love hev

yeah i had one,didnt understand it at all

my sausages went splat that was brilliant,very clever

i really enjoyed it,the boy who trashed the sports day remimded me of steven,he even looked like him helena b c sounded so much like the real mum as well,thought it was a bit far fetched at the end but i suppose they were trying to say its not all negative,i wish i was singing round a table at the end of the day though,im usually crying in to my wine glass

it takes a big build up for me to have a meltdown,im like a volcano,then they all run for cover!!am strong most of the time then something little can set me off,always feel better once its all out though

hello viper,hope you got what you wanted,i ordered a lot of stuff then got an email to say it cant be delivered till after christmas back to the start again then!!

glad you had a good time viper,i always lay on the bathroom floor when im drunk as well,it seems to help!!does us good to get out,next time im out is new years eve,i went out christmas eve once and it totally ruined my christmas day as i had hangover from hell never again on christmas eve!

i should imagine now you are out having a knees up!!hope it all went well,after your hangover is gone in the morning let us know how you got on

he hit the teacher as he was fighting with another boy and she tried to stop it so he hit her,he really likes this teacher,i phoned school today and hes been good

i can see why steve was like it last night as he had a bad day at school but he was punching glass,chucking things,tried to get a knife to stab nick,he wouldnt have used it but then i dont know,what i dont like is im a bit afraid when hes like this,intimadated by him,took ages to calm him down,every time i tried to talk to him he got worse so i left him in room on his own to calm down,he was lovely today,nothing mentioned,i know he doesnt mean it but should i mention it next day?going to hide knives but its all so sad

steve got sent home early for hitting a teacher and 2 other kids,teacher had to take painkillers,it doesnt matter what i say to him in the mornings,he is just constantly hitting everyone at school,the teachers at the school said he is working towards his targets and making progress,i dont see how,it is a very good school but i dread his contact book every day,put him to bed early last night and he woke up lovely so early nights from now on,maybe thats the answer,i await his contact book today!!

having a good day today going to take each day as it comes and not keep worrying,well try to anyway!!i had a good night sleep last night and thats helped

carole,i think thats a lovely idea,have pm you where i live so i expect you soon,will leave back door open and bottle of wine and nibbles for you be as creative as you like,i await the results

from the minute i get up till minute i go to bed im stressed,even in bed im thinking about tomorrow,what will steves contact book say,silly things like what post office shall i go to,nothing seems straightfoward to me,i would love to be laidback but the older i get the more i worry,if i get pins and needles i imagine a stroke,its all getting me down now,i just want to take things in my stride,im thinking of trying relaxation tapes but no clue where to start,or positive thinking tapes,any advice please as i really want to change negative way i think