something_different Report post Posted December 31, 2005 (edited) hello everyone you are ALL fantastic people, each and every one of you. I have really enjoyed getting involved in this forum however i now feel a guilty and have a huge confession to make When i came back on to the forum to wish everyone happy xmas, i actually came on under the name, 'anonymous and nameless' as well and poseted the poem 'Friends' wich i had written as i was feeling a bit down. I don't know why i did not post it as myself, I think i was afraid of just coming back and appearing to be looking for sympathy. I don't even know why i posted it either as it was rather depressing. and was not great anyway. I think i wanted to espress how i was feeling, but was afraid of doing that as me, and it was easyer to post as someone else. I do feel a lot better and happyer now and regret not posting as myself, I now feel guilty for posting as someone else. I would not want people wondering where this mysterious person had gone and worrying about him/her when they didn't even exist. I am afraid of posting this confession, because i have no idea how everyone will react But i had to confess everyone on here has been so kind to me and i really appreciate it i am very sorry this sofa is handy to hide behinde SD x Edited December 31, 2005 by something_different Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Brook Report post Posted December 31, 2005 SD, <'> It really doesn't matter to me. Infact I thought it was a great poem. Brook Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kris Report post Posted December 31, 2005 Have a large vodka and lemonade on me and we'll say no more about it Seriously, I thought it was a great poem as well. Kris hello everyone you are ALL fantastic people, each and every one of you. I have really enjoyed getting involved in this forum however i now feel a guilty and have a huge confession to make When i came back on to the forum to wish everyone happy xmas, i actually came on under the name, 'anonymous and nameless' as well and poseted the poem 'Friends' wich i had written as i was feeling a bit down. I don't know why i did not post it as myself, I think i was afraid of just coming back and appearing to be looking for sympathy. I don't even know why i posted it either as it was rather depressing. and was not great anyway. I think i wanted to espress how i was feeling, but was afraid of doing that as me, and it was easyer to pretend i was someone else. I do feel a lot better and happyer now and regret not posting as myself, I now feel guilty for posting as someone else. I am afraid of posting this confession, because i have no idea how everyone will react But i had to confess everyone on here has been so kind to me and i really appreciate it i am very sorry SD x Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Helen Report post Posted December 31, 2005 Just glad you're back <'> Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
oracle Report post Posted December 31, 2005 It was a great poem Anyway what's in a name? I'm sure someone famous once said that Carole Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
lil_me Report post Posted December 31, 2005 Such an excellent poem, you should be proud to say you wrote it, as carole said and to put it my way, it's only a name !! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Viper Report post Posted December 31, 2005 Well done SD, I know how hard that was for you. Just one thing. Don't be afraid to come here for sympathy, we all do it sometimes when we are down. This is the best place to come, everyone here knows what life chucks at us and it gets us all down at times. Come on here, rant, rave, scream, shout and cry we don't mind, we will listen and understand and someday you can do the same for us. <'> <'> Viper. (O,L,mum) you know what I mean! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Tylers-mum Report post Posted December 31, 2005 ((((HUGS)))) for you SD. I read the poem and thought it was beautifully written, you have a good talent so don't waste it ok! If you can release your emotions that way, then good on you! Hang in there ok. We are all here for you so please don't feel guilty b/c there's honestly no need to be. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
something_different Report post Posted December 31, 2005 thank you for being so understanding i had gone off to bed but could not sleep as was thinking about this thank you take care SD x Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
madmooch Report post Posted December 31, 2005 Awwwww SD dont feel guilty <'> It was a lovely poem All of us need a bit tlc and sympathy now and again bad joke Madmooch Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
kirstie Report post Posted December 31, 2005 Something different, Youa re so brave, it wasn't an easy thing for you to do, fessing up, but really you needed have worried it's not a problem. I'm juast sorry you were feeling so down. Your poem was beautiful and brought a tear to the eyes of many of us. I think sometimes we would all like to be anonymous and namel;ess on occasion. Anyway SD you are here now and you call yourself whatever you want, and remember whenever you are feeling down i hope you know we are all here for you! Take care, Kirstie. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
lindy-lou Report post Posted December 31, 2005 aw SD we all feel like being anonymous and nameless sometimes,i did wonder why they hadnt come back,did you write the poem yourself?i thought it was very sad but i totally understood it as well,glad you feel able to be yourself now <'> Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Guest flutter Report post Posted December 31, 2005 welcome back hunny nice to see u have put u big black cloak away and we can "see" u C xx Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ceecee Report post Posted December 31, 2005 It doesn't matter it was a great poem.Many people who suspect they have A.S. are actually really good at writing poetry etc.I wonder if this is because they are often fairly poor at verbal communication.I strongly suspect I Have A.s. and enjoy writing poetry myself. An excellent poem.It's good to get your feelings out thats ehu I write.Don't worry about feeling down we all feel down sometimes. <'> <'> <'> <'> Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
~Jonathan~ Report post Posted December 31, 2005 Hey SD, I too have a confession to make.... I think you're absolutely brilliant and fantastic <'> Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Suze Report post Posted December 31, 2005 That poem was brill and very very emotive, it should be in a book.Think your great to tell us it was you but you should,nt feel bad about it.I agree with Johnathan, think you,re luvverly jubberly. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
DAS999 Report post Posted December 31, 2005 Sometimes it is easer to not be yourself and hide behind a different name and their is nothing wrong with that. Welcome back and Thank you! PS super poem Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
phasmid Report post Posted December 31, 2005 I thought your poem was, still is, lovely. You have no need to apologise. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
something_different Report post Posted December 31, 2005 Thank You everyone their are many places that would reject a person for posting upnder a different name so i was worried about that I am glad i came back and yes lindy_lou i wrote it myself Thank You to everyone Esp my OLmum <'> Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
nellie Report post Posted December 31, 2005 Glad you came back SD. <'> Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
elaine1 Report post Posted December 31, 2005 come out of there and collect a hug. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
barefoot wend Report post Posted December 31, 2005 something different That took real courage. The poem was lovely and I know the feeling of wanting to be anonymous. Barefoot Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
something_different Report post Posted December 31, 2005 thank you for understanding Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
neda Report post Posted January 1, 2006 Hi SD Glad to see you are no longer behind the sofa. No matter who had wrote the poem, it was an expression of feelings and was sad to read. I did add another poem about a smile, so from me to you Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
hev Report post Posted January 1, 2006 hello sd,i loved your poem,thought it was brilliant,like others said before no need to apologise take care love hev Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
nikrix Report post Posted January 1, 2006 I loved the poem, It made me stand back and think. Sometimes I get low, but I don't have the courage to let others know. So well done and don't apologizes Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
niki Report post Posted January 1, 2006 bless ya! Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
tsmom Report post Posted January 1, 2006 I loved the poem. Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
something_different Report post Posted January 2, 2006 thank you Quote Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
